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💀🌹 {FROM THE OTHER SIDE🔏} 💀 ( K.B/M.T) NO-2 W/WA 25/10/2022 NM ♏

16:56 Jul 31 2022
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RANDOMS
Found out one day
By suprise
Bit of a shock
You'd been about
Busy back then
Leaving trails
Leaving trials
Leaving traces
Bit of a suprise
Finding what your not looking for
Finding out what you didn't know
When you've learnt not to care much
So much of a struggle afterwards
Being carefull not to connect anymore
Had to get on that's all
Left all chaotic scenes behind
Left unfinished business
Left others behind
Had to escape domestical hells
Had to struggle for life
Had to escape hellish treatments
Dead end relatives
Dead end circles
Independent life🔥
💀
DESERTS RED ❤️
Just sick at the thought
Of everything that went before
Living in the red desert lands too long
Arid hot barren
Isolated
Being kept controlled
He's raging
Inside going on frozen
Still young growing on old
Everything kept frozen out
Heartlands of icey plains
Even through that horror
War of the worlds
War of all thrones
War of all words
War of all hells
Hellish refuge from society
Almost worse than outside society
All that traumatical shit
Evil ended relatives of sick
Evil conspiracy lands
Evil minded relatives of shit
All that damaged parts of life
Horror storys of dead end domesticals
Trying on family lifestyle
Got no moneys
Got no connections
Trapped in purgatorys
To go leave
Still teenaged
Fits me like hell
Suits me like a funeral veil
Lifetime of bullshit
Backings up the drains
Retarded relations
Total reruns
Reality stuck on old repeats
Realitys gone all faded
Retarded as old folks home
Yellowed & stale
Like softened buscuits
Using up all the air left
You lose your mind
When you lie constantly to your own
Your going to slide into hell
Your tongue is like vinegar
Should get pickled
Should get put in a jar
Should get called bastards
Should get your true works right
Sacks of old bones
Sacks of lying shit
Quite frankly
Nightmare propositions
To all living kids
Fucked all up
Scarred down to the bones
Real scared of society
Nervous to the bone now
No wonder
The threads
Still hanging
The stages still clinging
The sagas still stinging
The wounds still burning
The rages still singing
Fires still singed
Brain still imploded
Nerves still twisted all over
Dead man's hand now crawling off
Got its own course now
Crawling over the red desert
Going somewhere back
From where it was taken
Keys to timelines
Red in eyes & mind
Red jewels for this crown
Memorys of all wars
Recall of all whores
Traitors to the cause
It's that hard to accept your own kind?!?
Destroying what you made
Closet relation to moronic
Lie to the person's you live with
Bastards lurking in the wings
Still hangs in the air like a mist💀
Bloody burnt orange misty hues
Where there's been fighting
It hangs there still
💀 ❤️
RED MISTS
Mist of unspoken angers
Nothing talked about
Nothing explicit
No time to deal
Not tracking our ordeals
Avoiding bitter pills
Not ready to deal
Can't swallow it yet
Gonna choke
Time will come
Will swallow on bitter
Time will come
When I can name it
When shit is actually shit
Everything feels complicit
Convoluted nightmares
Rages in the daytimes
Angers with denials
Angers with refusals
Angers with a beaten crown
Something crawled up & died
Going backwards
Going back to infantile choices
Going nowhere fast
Easy to grasp today
World of sorrows tommorow
Next generation start off scarred
Narrow ways to power
Narrow side of nastyness
Narrow side of vision
Caretakers do nothing
Turn their backs on problems
Caused by them
Like human vultures
Sacrifice the next line
Spoilt child inside
Secretive with powers
Angry & vicious
Brittle from betrayels
Bitter from life's struggles
Thinking your better
Compromise everyone else
Control through constant illusions
Coming in for the kill
Controls through mental illness
Controls through social roles
Reframe problems
Regurgitate insanitys
Reblame others
Lie about society
Cardinal sins
Drown in everlasting shame
Lie in veils of sickness
Live like an endless funeral
Corruption drains the vein
Sold off your own realitys
Sold off your own sanitys
Sell off own family
Selling off your soul
For bent favours
When they don't pay you back
You've lost us all
You've sold off your future bloodlines
For nothing
All insinuations
All investigations
All illusions
Real men deal with others
With respect for their positions
We had angers full of questions
Quite rightly
Wondering what the hell
Back then
Limited resources
Surrounded by strangers
Only relations
Having dangerous manias
Everything off centre
Crazy mania enviroments
Held back
Only by god's will
Constant denial society
Depending on those who've lost it
Depending on noone
Difficult decisions
Damned if you do
Damned if you don't
Nearly a lifetime gone
My youth
Best years gone
Had to try to cope with the next stage
Nothing has any closure
No-one has time to organise anything
Beyond the basics
Time to run for your lives
Time to save yourself
We've been pushed far enough now
Something's got to give now
Tired of hearing heartless shit everytime
Tired of living with a gutless whore
Tired of Satan's spawn
Spineless
Pity full
Just knots of lie upon lie
Servant of the lawless army's
Dogsbody
Wasting all our times ⏳
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ECLIPSE
In this life
My youthfull endevours
Full of hard fires
Full of light
Bastardly timelines
Brutalist shadows
Eclipsing shadows
Overwhelming rivalrys
Jealousys of enemy's
Framed as male relatives
Over my life
Male rivalrys
Jealous undertones
Envys out of control
Chauvinisms
Out of control
Conflict zone
Male perogatives
Dethrone me
Out of control
Shadow life
Showdowns
Shadow of a family
Funeral parlours of a home(s)
That once was usefull
Shells of mediocritys
Over used influences
Only shells of personalitys
Only ghost people left
Family of the living dead
Regurgitate crap asides
Clapped out eXcuses
Garbage behaviours
Sick motives
Regurgitate realitys
Always some reason
To not be available
Too conceited
To care
Rundowns
Showdowns
Brakedowns
Systems over run
Systems diverted
Systems under attack
Familial life unable to function
Family life always about beatdowns
Know why now
Violence used to keep secrets
Violence used to quell rebellion
Violence used to keep pawns
Violence used to reinforce lies
Never worked
Still stayed resistant
Hardwired
Ingrained to challenge
Life wasted on horrible wars
Throwbacks of some beatdown king
Allowed free psychotic wanderings
King of all sqanderers
All for this wasted throne
All for the Satanical triumphs
All for this wasted dead end king
Circle of the tyrants
Citizens of criminalitys
Crippled circles of silence
Displaced
Disowned
Denied
Everything has been replaced
The originals replaced with jokers
We can see for sure his sickness
Growing worse & worse
All the time
Degrading
Disqusting
Disturbing
Faking
Furious
Fading
Once he was partly ours
Once he was heading for something
Sometimes felt like something ours
And there was some affection
And there were some communications
Shared times
Shared interests
Before the bloody wars
Once was quite like a safe house
Now it's just a hell house
Now there's nothing left of that⚰️
💀
DEAD PLAN 💛
Evil dead took over his life⚰️
Relatives game begging him
Evil dread sick souls
Social suiside
Begging for him back
Bastard slidedowns
After years of ignoring social brakedown
Came back for him
Came back to trial him again
Came back to murder his soul
To complete the circle
Still greedy for souls
Full of fears
Full of anXietys
Full of guilt
Gutless
Godless
Cordless
Connected to the evil dead
Wasters & users
Shameless
Coveted his circle
All the liars
Returning to lie yet again
Toxic houses
Cycling like snakes
Crocodile tears
Impotent rages useless🔥
Useless unless a tool
No protection
Overinfluenced him
Can't throw them off
Pulled back yet again
More nails
More coffins
More bent crowns
More broken down vows
The final betrayel
Took his head
Headless king
Future features nothing
Downwards spirals
Rivals all scornfull
Gutless
Guiles
Guiltless
Cunning
Fueled by greed's
Deny your own mind
Life that was promised
Betray Gods laws
By cheating offspring
Denying all advantage
Ruled by others
Kept fueled by others
Crippled by betrayers
Kept as a puppet king
Likes giving away power
Zombied atmospheres
Bad spirits
Sickened dead
Army's of hell
Anarchy's & chaos
Angels of disease
Rules from the desert lands
To rule over this bastard earth
Become a living corpse
Become a bastardly king
King of all bastards
You chose it
You used it
Now your called it
Now your crowned it
Won't be remembered well
Live as a living shell
Look like someone you once were
Corpse of a king
Dead king enthroned
Evil sack of deadend shit
Controlled his living life
Controlled both sides of this coin
Controlled his deadhead life
Took him as a bondage slave
A dead-end life
No more from this living earth
No more pretence of human loyaltys
No more concern for anyone still beleiving
Left on the outside
Anyone still living⚰️
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POISONS RED
Bloody bastard ruler
Psycopath tyrant controls the houses🔥
Killer Emporer
Kills off everything with meaning
Bastard king of all evils
Sick monster on the throne
Framing all the dead lands
Once belonged to God
Once took a stand
Never going to change back over
Likes living like the desperate
Likes giving over power to others
Lives not being bothered
Likes raging at the freeborns🔥
Someone else's society
Free will to pass on blame
Like they'd understand
No desires to care
No desire for control
No desires to change
No more real pride left
Sickened pride
Poison pride of a dead end army🔥
Red poison like fire ants swarming
Raging at the loses
Always going to lose
Despite all damages
Because God reclaims it back
God always knows
What's going on
In enemy lands
Taking back what's his
When it's the time to reclaim👑
💀
ENSLAVED
Just sickened reactives🌋
Forgotten relatives
Forgotten about those still living
Forsaken living realitys
Knee jerk totalitys
Authority of tragedys
Only cares about the evil dead
Only cares about the sickened dead
Likes living as enslaved
Likes living as property
Likes living on squandered time
Likes wasting his own life & others⌛
Likes belonging to others
Satanical bloodlines
Sickening dictators
Sickened seasons
Others as his master's
Dosnt have to care
Just desperate actions
Just live as a puppet
Live lower than other animals
Mummy soldiers
Mummified king
Deadend wars
Deadend lives
Deadend souls
Saved him all the trouble
Of making any effort
Of fighting in the games
Of caring for some names
Of fighting for anything
Only care about twisted up emotives🥶
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HEADLESS
The departed soul⚰️
The knarly body
The sickened up soul
Still here with a body
Deadend throne
Impotent with wasting rage
Conscience failing to assert🔥
No backbone
Can't take back control
Height of lawless hells
Devour your own societys
Still here with a dying body
But he's headless
Faceless
Never there to account
It's empty
Throne has no powers
Nothing left growing
All died back down
It's worthless to the living
Dangerous to the dead☠️
Been taken over
But beware
Carboard kings
Just bend under pressure
It don't mean shit
Rhetorical vomit
Regressive realitys
Retarded backwards
Destroy your own progress
Retard yourself
Brutaly waylayed
By countless damaging sins
some rancid reactives
To nobody cares what
Death to reasoning
Soup stew of evil spells
Fill of stolen bones
Lurking about
Fooling others
Wasteing everything we have left
We've sure had enough
Everyday still rejecting us
Every time just dumb reactives
Every time just react to some unknown threats
Dosnt even know us
Dosnt even care
About visitors
To his space
About visits
Or who is around
Like talking to a dead man
Pale hunk of shit
Deadended lifeline
Phone line going dead
No funds on plastic
Everyday trying to threaten us
Everytime making a slack drama
Everything about his ugly ass mess
Never was about us
Left in the shadows🖤
Endless reruns
A wasted life
A life of constant crimes
Hate runs
Taking its toll
Body destroyed
Mind in tatters
Dead heart on a silver platter
Goes to the others
Invested in his destructions
Reaps all the rewards
Not about living relatives
Just aspects of living sickness
Slivers of a sick life
Slivers of story's not told
Slivers of memorys
Story bits slipping on out
Creeping on out
Seriously sick of that
Dead end repeats⚰️
Dead end lifestyle
Dead end house
💀
LOTTERYS
Genetics as disasters🏴‍☠️
Genetics as horrible disorders
Genetics as all stolen chances
Genetics as endless greifs
Genetical potentials all squandered
Stolen damaged by sick fanatics
Stolen time given over to strangers
Stealing broken familys
Human vultures pick off all the bits
Pick away at the crown
Till it falls to broken bits of metal
All the jewels long gone
We blocked it all out
They'd already turned him over
Already dead to us
They took all his hands
No more able to plan
Never able to escape
Put in a prison somewhere
Prison of blinding pain
Never realised
Over before it was begun🕰️
Taken
Before our time had come
Born with so little
Bonds were so tentative
Bonds were so still born
Bonds were so weak
Bonds wouldn't last
Houses of known strangers
Not much of a chance
Optimistic
Dead end lies
Unrealistic
Times past us by
Delayed reactions
Making it worse💀
💀
COMPLICATE
Too late⚰️
Already gone on over
Just pushed it all out
Pain gets too blinding
Unable to function
Have to push it all aside
Now your gene pool has known enemys
Now your gene pool just compromises
everything & everyone
Complicates your life
Kills off your life
Got to watch your potentials
Got to beleive in yourself
Or it'll be taken from you
Won't let us get on
Won't recognise us
Won't let us get in
Daily chores
Pointless spaces
A war zone
Already creeping around him
Still won't compromise
Still won't comprehend
Still has a problem
Still think we care about his dramas
Noone else cares
Kept him for using
Why should we care
He was never for us
He was never the one
He was never there for us
No higher ways
No other plans
Living with endless shit
Because of his mistakes
We've been waiting on forever
Can't go on for much longer
Everything's run out of control
Wasting our own time⌛⚰️
💀
PUPPET
Lost all caring years ago🏴‍☠️
Your puppet king is conquered
Corrupted
Broken
Abandoned
Down to the bone
Down through the bloods
Down to the marrows
Next stop
The boneyard
Desert boneyards
He finished himself off
No need for weapons of men
When the mind is long gone
Because ghosts have interfered🧠
Spirit squandered
Spirit blighted
Spirit baned
On the non beleivers
Our king is long since dead
Stay in the house of his killer
Place of his enemy other
Perfect stranger
On this throne
Long gone man we once knew
Guess we stopped asking
We still were remembering
Everything gone to rot
Everything gone to riot
Everything's go to red
Bad bloodlines
Criminal life lines
Sick timelines
History's dead end lines
His true crown is long gone
Crown of broken bones
Held on with barbed wires
All the agonys of warlords
Kings with a bad head
His rulership stolen
His house brutally compromised
His empire all sacks full of ashes
He's revoked all controls
Just let them sack his life
Not going to come through
Bitchy spoilt raging brat on the throne
Raging fires from hell all around
Father of all lies has taken his throne🎯
💀
WALLS
We carry on🛠️
We carry on in bits
Warzone
Tension well
Feeling horrible
Slow to put logistics together
Knowing him finished
Trapped in isolations
Feeling wrecked from it all
Unable to end it
But time is begging
Nowhere else to go
Few other spaces
No safe spaces
No love lost
For those unable to obey him
Monsters from hell
Masters from hell
Some kind of remenant
Every kind of resentment
Of someone we once knew
To help us get on through
Took all that away
Everyday getting real angry
Wanting him dead now
Sick to my teeth of his empty postures now
Cognition at its lowest ever now
Barely coherent now
Hard to stay focused
Never in the present
Dead man's house
Very pressuring
Crazy house life
Asylum endings
Bad projectives
Not beleiving anymore
Not scared anymore
Sick of being threatened
Getting restless
More angry
Sick to my back teeth of being accused🛠️
In our second home
Fire drives to go get on
Find the drive to escape
Rage to push on through🔥
Illusions we crafted to protect ourselves
Barriers
Walls of reason
Well of reasons running on dry
Walls of protection are crumbling down
Are braking down
What we'd known the most
Where else to go to
Noone to tell us to get out
Nervous system braking down
All pretences fading
Nightmare factions no longer functioning
Web of thrones all connected to enemys
Nothing has any control factors
Dead man's hand taken everything💀
💀
ZERO
Sense of security a zero⚰️
Can hardly think shit through
Amazing how survival brain still works
Despite huge pressures
Hardly know where we are
Hardly know who we are
Just know we'll have to find some way
Even without a lot
To go on
Well have to get on
Don't want the outside world
Don't want to leave the bastard nest
Don't want to leave the web
It's all we've ever known
Always struggle with logistical shit
Small world phobic
Need to live anonymous
Tight circle anxietys
Community phobical
Can't be around the local strangers
Don't function like them
Small circles of dread
Small circles of unclean spirits
Carrying dead end news
Dead end views
Cracked vessels
No love for humanitys
Live Godless
Small community's kill us
No correct connections
No wider world selections
Don't want to brake the spell
The change could kill us🏴‍☠️
💀
PRIORITYS
Well have to find a refuge🤎
Can't go on anymore like this
Living with a sick trick
Living with a beat up soldier
Living with a sick beat
Living with a stranger
For so long
No longer works🤎
No more coherent aspects
No more the guy we liked anymore
No more him gone years before
No more his own diversitys
No more the connections
Not like the man we knew anymore
Killed him off years ago
Taken off to spirit prisons
Never see that guy anymore⚰️
💀
DUPLICATES
Once was kinda like us❣️
More like our side
More like our spectrum
More on our wavelength
More like our bloodlines
Wanted a better life
Trying on both sides
Wearing different coloured shirts
Trying on ideologys for size
fleXible identitys
Propogandas from both sides
Kinda spineless
King who wanted to please
Fucking about while we tried not to die
Alternating lives
Alternating sides
Alternating guys
Bewildering rotations
Off centre wheel spins
Weak foundations
Path of study's
Helpfull
Different rhetorics surfacing
Liked him better then
Got killed off
Evil king of hells
Got him first
The weaker aspects get sacrificed first
Personalitys too flimsy
Throne too weak already
Could have fought in the war
Bit it's more like inserted pages of a dream
Once we remembered
But wasn't going to last it out
The finish lines a long way off
Was with us half assed
Then that side was gone
War of all wars
Wasn't serious enough
Wasn't stubborn enough
Weak stance
Real dangers
Just not really with us enough
Weak awareness
Got to be ready to fight
Killed off
Way before the end
Let himself be compromised
Right down to the bone
Was before advocate of tolerance
But not strong enough balls
Too fearfull of other men
Poor alliances
Problems stored up for the future
Rarer styles
Spectrums
Kept as precious
Was a big deal then
Trying to protect
Rarer blood types
Beleiving in diversitys
Beleiving in different
Born fearfull of oppression
Prone to severe depressions
Till the maniac tyrant killed him off🔥
Bastard Emporer of all hellfires🔥
The antagonist self
The agonist self
The brutalist enemy's
The bitterest ends of time 🔥
Enemy ideologys take over
Haphazard social theorys
Nothing but a vicious red haze
Constant mists of war🔥
Became his own worst enemy
Become what you fear
Become what you hate
Bodysnatchers
Soul crushers
Vicious waylayed
Bandit hunters
Hand over powers
Crushed by dictator
Coming on through
Cursed by past ages
Pages of history opening up
Hell fires bleeding through in reds🔥
About to switch sides
Bodysnatcher
Come steal a life
Become what you hate
Let enemy self through the gates
King of all evil
Devil's bitter circles
Now the card is reversed
Gone over to own enemy's
Right wing diseases
Outbreaks of evil spirits
Someone's raised up all hells
Hates opposition
No tolerance
Right wing viewpoints dominate
Suffocating atmospheres
Scourge of violence
Satanic hell scourges
Raising hell for right wing dominance🔥
Killer of all souls
Well of all evils
Wargames prominant
Web of all mind games
We lose the lot
Stripped to the bone
Hands up
Your dead now
Noone left related to understand now
Dead hands littered all about
There were glimpses of a better house
There were memorys from our side
There were glimpses of a better chance
Can't remember much of it now
But it couldn't live
Son had no backbone
Weakness hidden inside
Weak at the root
We couldn't see it
It's a fight for your soul
Every single day
Maintain the bloodlines
Fight on the frontline
It couldn't last
Couldn't hold out
Couldn't fight it out
Couldn't hold on
Got taken out
Let us all down
Weaker strains
Need self beleif
Need naked fires
Not good results
Not resiliant enough
Gonna die off
Too weakened
Too isolated
Too fearfull
Nerves wreaking havocs
Evil tyrant God killed it all off
Needs dead head conformitys
No chance for own life
Just wanted a street solider
An easy target
A puppet as a tool
Bad leader as a fool
Didn't want shit for his own son💀
💀
TAGGED
In a dead ended house🤎⚰️
Full of dangerous challenges
Trip wires to the living
Tagged to criminal enterprises
Trapped to spiritual lawless
Gotta get out
Before it's too late
Been hanging on too long
Holding on for a resolution
Desperate for any solution🤎⚰️
Blocking so much shit out
Can't get a link out
Wills gotten frozen
Now we are also trapped inside the past
Nearest known relative
most active known relative
On & off
Dead & alive
In spurts of energy
Going on/off like a switch
Regenerate
Activate
Regenerate
De-activate
Again
He was a street soldier
A dog soldier
A dogsbody
A nobody
A low soldier
A low down dodger
A low messanger
A slow slogger
A used up hand
But on the wrong side
Not on our side
Working for the enemy's of God
Wargames
Others were just dragging along
Afraid of the outside world
Knowing were not popular
Too many hate circles
Too many violence cycles
He's all beat out
He's all beaten down
He lives his life for someone else
He lives his life for anger
He sucks his own marrow to redness
Reds with rages
Twists him up all through
Vicious stages
Zombies soldier to someone
Bloody servant
He's lost in the past
Clinging on to illusions
Life based on desperations
Driven by desperate fears
Lifetime of deprivations
Lifetime of seeing on reds
Nobody stopped to care
Noone got him interventions
Nobody stopped for concerns
Special needs kid
Nobody knew what
Nobody cared
Keepers can't deal
Not loyal enough
Getting shown up
Cause he's different
Might be genetics
Stuff that under the carpet
Born around strangers
Born outside of their houses
Born too different for it to last
They just ignored it all
Betrayed his potentials
Helped to destroy his life
Helped to weaken his house
Zombie house Mistress
Now a zombies soldier
Another dead house
All those left behind🤎⚰️
💀
ESCAPE
We're going to have to go🛠️
Comprehension all in tatters
Connections all a zero
Cohesions all stretched to braking point
Kept in forced isolations
Limited comprehensions
He's not caring
He's not intervening
He's getting major life changes
He's not paying attention
He's got others leaving him
He's got others seeing him
Not all there
So far off square
So far off triangles
His bad eyes seeing ghosts too much🤍☠️
He's always off focus
He's always insular in psycosis
He's not communicating
With the living or the dead
Not remembering the world is there
He's dead stuck on morbid rehash
Don't resurface no more
Lost in his cycles
Don't stop them morbids
For the day life
That's what we do
We go resurface
Take ourselves a breather
Trial on the light for a bit
He's a lost man
Bodysnatcher
He's a lost soul
He didn't bother to care anymore
He's not even remotely like us anymore
We've lived with replicas for years
Sick of his fears
So blinded by fears
He's lost all his grip
Sad to see
Land of the dead taken everything over
Bloody hellands
Scarred survivors
His weak stance has cost us
Next life he's a dead man
He's walking ghost man
For fucks sake
Lost all patience
Lost all compassions
Got sick of the confusions
Too far from the guy we liked
Where'd he go to?!?
Bodysnatcher took him away
Funny how a whole person just vanished?!?
Suddenly
Without a trace
💀
INSIDEOUS
Passing off his many shades of bullshit
So many shades of faded old crap
Knee deep in bull crap
More lies than we can count
More years than well ever remember
More shit than well ever know
Contrived for the very start
Cover of a book of lies
Controls over false images
Before we can even begin to remember
Violence used to silence
Violence used to suppress
Violence used to deter perception
Too young to really understand
Fear blinds
Spaghetti junction of cons
Interwoven skein of lies
Bullshit postures
Begining to see him
Begining to know it
Bullshit stances
So hard to explain
Hard to say what's wrong
More than complicit
Looking involved so badly
One hundred shades of doom
Brown from the ages
Trades of underhand control
Hands under the table
Spaghetti junction functions
Brain overload
Mission overload
Faded into fantasys
Seams falling apart
No links
No leads
No templates
Daily life disrupted
Narratives stuck on negative
Masks of pretences
Unstable fences
Shades of hostilitys
Sick liver on purple
Bad averages
Hedging on sour yellows
Stale going on staler
Dried as hard as dead bread
Slugs from the gutters slither in
Turning on sickly greens
Slimy end dreams
Mind turned like browned leather
Add salt into wounds
Round the clock leverage
24/7 hand in deceptions
Reality just as conceptions
Turning all your shades bad colours
All colours going into fade downs
Over used it
One hundred shades of illusion
Soul doing contortions
Mind full of strings
Salt in cuts stings
Leeches of apocalypse closing in
Bullshit over bullshit
Con after con
Gray going on grayer
Stale beer going on sour
Fruit flies at the sugars
Browns going crispy like dried leaves
Over leveraged
Running on bankrupt
Treadmill about to loop over
Over the hill already
Death knocks coming on steady
Lies over lies
Complicated realitys
Soul as thin as papers
Tissue paper pretence of manhood
Personality rustles in the breeze
Leader full of broken ends
Swords with dents in
Heart full of sawdust
Eyeballs fit to burst
Red shades of rages
Busted eye veins
Strangle off lifelines
Leaving fingermarks
Fire ants swarm over dead hand
Broken links in the chains
Bent out steel
Broken heels
Broken crowns
Anarchy & confusion
Know he's a faker
Lost some guy we knew for years
Now stuck with an unfriendly stranger
Hostile replica
Dead eyed king
Dead end eyes don't see this world
Cold dead fish eyes
Looking on angles
Always side on
Somewhere
Noone knows
On the sly
Stealing on eyes
Necklace fill of stolen eyeballs
Bulging with red veins
What did they see
Replaced with a replica
Before all this
He was similar to us
Was gonna help us with society
Was real brainy once
Certificated smart ass
Did some years to prove his brains
If secretive with it
But what's the hells
He's gone & left us
Replaced with some other
Been let down
Don't have cognitive signs no more
Like a living shell
Know he's thinning down
Only ghosts look like that
But he's not dead yet
Not even old yet
Know it's all fucked up
Don't care anymore
Don't have any affinitys left
We don't care anymore
He makes himself repulsive
He makes himself look retarded
Was a smartass student
Best university once
Certificated relatives once
What the hell
Psychotic mazes
Self thin as pages
Fragmented realitys
Barest survival
Nobody's there
Noone that matters
Got a stand in
Punk ass stranger
Makes a load of vain statements
Absolute bullshit regiment
State propoganda merchant
Waylaying with empty statements
History repeats itself
Braking down any remaining bonds
Human behaviours pointless
Serves not humanitys purpose
Outside all realms of reason
Constant reactives
But not clues to behaviours
Just knee jerks
With no narratives
Deadend ghost just leaving us stumped
Dosnt know who he is
Lost all security's
Nothing familiar
Memorys got seperated from sense of self
A guy with no narratives
Limited attention span
No language
Just bad memorys
Recorded message answers
Character turned like missing pages
Character split up
Character but no reasoning
Bodystealer
Soul stealer
Missing person
No personality left
Asshole of society
You can keep it
Patriarchal travestys
He'd never say that
Never loved that man
Don't need a stand in
Lost the guy we loved once
Lost in a haze of anXietys
Shaded in bullshit
One hundred shades
Robotic scripts
Cognitive brakedown
Bad ghost keeper
Bullshit breeder
Bad shell keeper
He's lost us
He's lost everything
He's lost himself
He's all lame excuses for the unique guy he once was
We beleived once
We believed he had a chance in hell
We beleived him once
We beleived in bad investment(s)
Betted on dead horses
Waited on dead houses
Looked for missing pages
Didn't really know
How much stuff can change over
Too naieve back then
Not focused enough
Too soft on men
Gave him a chance
Gave him a heart
Gave him a hand
It was genetical
It was imperatives
It was rare genetical links
Still dosnt compute
Still dosnt register
Still dosnt care
Zombies brain
Cannot respond
Still shit codes to human genetics
Life has lost its purpose🤎⚰️
💀
WOODEN SOUL
Insular to the core👑
Private
Even in agonys
Some bloody pact or what?!?
Pregnant kinda silences
Words made wooden
Always reading from a script
Missing person
Who stole him
Soul snatchers
Too godamn hokey
Morbid filled atmospheres
Has nightmares while awake
Sleeps like the dead
Thinks we're that stupid
Atmosphere is talking volumes
What the hell kinda activitys
Creating all that
I'd like to know
Always been retractive
Deeply impacted
Retracted
Dissipear inside
Like a turtle in a shell
See bits on the outside
Body language
Face contorted
Not much left
Have to read him from images
Auras
Colours
Atmospheres & stupid ass shit
Cause he won't interact
Too superior
Dosnt comprehend others matter💀

💀
CASELOAD
Awake
I'm angry that I cared
Wasted reasons
Waste of energy's trying
Wasted on years
Maybe he'd just come back to us
Easy to waste good feelings
On bad people
Ignores others
Ignores connections
Ignores enviroments
Grossly insensative
Other one was very sensitive)
Typical male dickhead
Bastardly clever
Blinded to others
One man island
Leaves him stranded
Lost all his lifelines
Nobody cares
Noone helped him
Lost all respect along the way
Others don't care
When he didn't care himself
One way system
Shit attitudes
Stay in hell
Stay wasted
Stay ill
Self blinded
Silence like a weapon
You don't have forever
You'll be alone for real soon
You'll be a stranger for good then
Heart of ice is coming soon
So we're growing up weird
He's been replaced
He's sold himself low
Lost all our love
Being cunning not talking
Alienating on purpose
Full of sick traits
Not helping his case
Got a caseload of his problems
Sick of it all
Trying to work it
Still need to know what the hell?!?
Invisible in self
Miles away
Other realitys
Other sanitys
Not happy being here
Scorning being here
Down on us
Insular dirtbag
Selfish bastard
Live in a world of hidden motives💀⚰️🤎
💀
SEPERATION
Secrets
A ball & chain life
Insular
Inwards looking
Nothing connected outside
Everything broken insides
Weird one way traffic
Fascismile man
Carboard cut out king
Damned by an insular cycle
Everyone's keeping away
They know better than us
They can just walk away
Bully for them
Some other dogsbody
Some other dick
Dosnt matter to them
Last year's all wasted time
Talking to a stranger
Bodysnatchers
Soul reapers
Nothing to tell us
Anymore
Intelligence was a marked thing
Before he got swapped over
Left with a moron
Frightening
Lost all his values
Souless vacuum
Lost all his purpose
Genetical whore
Disqusting weakness
Lost his balls & his brains 🧠
Zombied role model
Chewing on old rags
Rattling a chain of old bones
Heartless
We hate what you are
Stone cold boring
Fascist dictates
A wasted totality
Used to be fascinating once
System rewards puppets
Self serving asshole
Superior
Seperated
Separatist
Noone needs this
Was helping back then
To preserve identity(s)
Society's puppet
Society likes retards
Society loves morons
He's supposed to know better🤎⚰️
He told us not to conform once
Not to go do it
Was another life
💀
BRAIN DEATH
Boring realitys
Hokey to the core
Monkey to the core
Won't interact
Dosnt care
Big vacuum where he was once
Can't communicate
Only wooden phrases
Can't talk
Won't talk
Brain-dead replica
Brain dead phrases
Not social
Never really was
No sparks
No hot wires
Used to be lively
Used to be manicly hyper
Used to have magnetics
Brainwaves electric
Brain turned to cotton
Reclusive
Nothing to go on
Rather talk to a corpse
Bet it tells us more
Dead end house
Last few years
It's all dying
Don't know what to do
No way to get through
Empty motions
Not our way
Love life too much for that
Our leaders dead flat
One dimensional deadbeat
Don't give you no perspectives
Don't give you no frameworks
Don't give you a chance
No medical knowledge
No behaviours comprehended
No self connection
Cotton wool for a brainstem
No comprehension equals no control🤎⚰️
💀
SUCKER TRAPS
Brain-dead sucker of the system
Massive let down
Everyone suffers
Everyone pays the price
For trying to live different
Never forgive it
Never forget it
Never accept it
Bad loser
Weak soldier
Bad leader
Full of loose threads
Educated to know better
Picked it up early
Choseing the inferior
Genetical garbage
Selling off his soul
A canned guy
A barcode soul
A souless relation
A lifeless replica
Bodysnatcher
Weak linker
Enigmatic
On purpose
Selfish
Seperated
Superior
Survivalist
Served a purpose previously⚰️🤎
💀
SIGNS
Never relaXed
All signs of stress
All signs of duplicitous
All signs of trouble
Tense & contorted
Twisted & tense
Tired & exhausted
Down to the bones
Gives us nothing but threats
Everything's a negative
Still giving out orders
Stupid bastard
No more credibility s
Stinking of hokey
I'm not in the army
I'm related
Here in the kitchen
Going nowhere
Hope to be elsewhere soon
But nothing else
Not a bleeding clue
Nothing braking through
Bodysnatcher
Dosnt know us
We're just obsticals
Getting in his way
Small minded
Insulting in everything he does to others
Immature
Retarded behaviours
Introverted
Insular
Secrets
As fake control
We'll work it out soon❤️⚰️
💀
DEAD TIME
Still lying to the last days
Dead end masks
Deficits to realitys
reality falls away
Lying lifestyle
Sick secret life
To the grave
Wasting our patience
Gave him too much time
Rather he was dead
Than live like this
Deadbeat dead end man
Not our man anymore
Not been a man for many years
Dead beatdown
Deadbeat whore
Slave to shit systems
Never forgive that
Perfect strangers now
Don't like conformists
Dead isn't dead enough
Suffers blindly
Constantly
Silently
Major illness
Talking about nothing
Talking down to us
Not your bloody servants
Definitely not eXplaining even the basics
Keeps pains silent
Body talking volumes
Spirals into memorys
War themes
Traumatic
Suffers to himself
Stupid secrets
Better to talk
Now it's all coming apart💜⚰️
Now we're planning on leaving
Your last chance
To have an impact
💀
COLOURS
Weirdly vacant
Who's he bloody fooling
He's totally fucked
He's sold off everything
especially himself
Gave them everything
Till he's just empty husk
She'll without a nut
A generic guy
Could be anybody off the street
Important roles
Family ignored
Spured on by ego
Working for others
In this life
And the next
We aren't blind
To spiritual clues
He don't talk
But he's very leaky guy
Always has been
Opposite of poker face
Agonist faces
Antagonist body
Aggressive retoricals
Plenty of colours around him
Could paint a bloody picture!!!
Just from what leaks on out
Seen enough of hell in this kitchen
Place is like a warzone
At war with spirits
At war with himself
At war with nervous system
Firey type
He didn't care
To respect himself
Too raw to protect himself
Core of insularist self
Self contained self
Bloody useless relative
Can't respect a man who don't care no more
That's the poorest of the poor
Watching all his hells
Fuck him too!!!
Bastardly land of all hells
Made by himself
Too much violence
Bad living
Mobid imagination overtime
Wreaked havoc on himself
Always was the high strung type
In the past he'd roar with angers
Say he didn't like it
Society & stuff
Got it better
Felt safer
When he was angry at world
Know he's broken himself
Dosnt need to say he can't cope
Kitchen full of half assed ghosts⚰️💀
And floaters
Can see it for myself
Bastard spiritualist diseases
Placed full of floaters
Dead beats
Attracting others disorded
Wrapped up in self pity
Like a mummy swathed up in bandages
💀
MUMMYS HAND
Not long for this life
Can't wait
To slip into the next already
More than half way there
Going sour yellows already
Freaking deserts
With them beetles
Waiting for him
Mummy's tomb
Mummy's hand
Were still bloody young
Still bloody alive
No thanks to him
Fuck that guy
Poor man's self
Regressive
Negativist genetics
Negating narratives
Nasty disorders
Mental gymnastics
Regressing narratives
Shit statistics
Shit society's
Shit cycles of denial🎃
Stuck on repeats
💀
BARCODES
Just a number now
Just a shell of a man
Just a mummy man
Just a ghost soldier
Knows it hurts
Can't tell you shit
Not talking to us
We just look for signs
Read the wind
Look at auras
Look for colours
All clothes as dead wrappings
And just bones⏳
Getting disturbing
Just insensitive
Just insensate
Can't recognise his own pain
Can't see himself
Can't know others
Hardly speaking
Dissasociative
Disorders
Disqrace & chaos
Living with death on a daily basis
Had enough now
Getting close to murder
Sick of his threats
Sad reactives
Still dangerous
To others
Degrading to himself⏳
💀
PEA SOUP
Got a loopy brain
Got a souped up brain
Got connectives missing
No more cognitives
No more brain connectives
Not rational
No more reasoning
Lost his tongue too
Used to be interesting once
Bit of a teacher
Came from a professor
Hard to beleive origins
They took his capacitys🧠⚰️
One of the smartest
Knew a lot about society's
Getting there once
Must be long gone
Can't beleive I've remembered
Watching it die again
Everything that mattered
That intelligence
That once was
Happy times
Love to learn
Father gods
Mean teachers
To those who need to know
Evil times now
Tongues gone to the liar
All purple with bruises
Eyes gone to the user
Veins all popped with red rages🔥
Keeps on fighting
Men who are much colder
Not going to care
Could get killed
Wars with the enemy
Wars with the state systems
Wars with society's🔥
Pointing all fingers
Alinations
Agonys
Aggressions
War with himself
Seperated from God
Paying that heavy price
To be eXpected
Law of returns
Grim reaper
Bloody agonys
Wasting on generations🏴‍☠️
Teeth are all rotted
Gums gone bad
Gone on yellow
Got badly neglected
Dentist had to scrape it
Sounded real bad
Low on self care
Just left lying in the gutter
He's a dead end man
Left alone to die
Left alone to go insane
So much betrayal
Those who calmly ignored his pain⚰️
Kept going unravelled
Mummy from the tomb
Going on the loose
Morbid threads unwinding
Bad reds so blindly
It's a long life
Without care
No control
No knowledge
No prognosis
No analysis
No care plan
No specialists
No special papers
Taught to ignore it
Price of acceptance
His own kind hid it
Where ashamed of him
Wanted conformitys
Hiding everything serious
Went and killed him off
Just for their shit secrets
Mouldy shit under the carpet
Left him for vultures of society
Left him out burning mad
Left him out to die
Turned their backs
When he rebelled
Took it real bad
Society pointing fingers
Pressure on his back
ToXic circles
Men who don't care
Put each other down
That's just deja vu
Kept in isolations
Not helping
No brotherhood
Not born with any brothers💜⚰️
Surrounded by envys
Path to intelligence
Others didn't like it
FeArfull of progress
Nearly had it
Some keys
To protected existance
Then he lost it
To go progressively round the bend
Noone cares when he's not being used
Noone cares then either
Those who raised him ignored it
Reviled it
FeArfull of disease
Don't like difference
Disloyal
Cowardly
Left him raging at society
Difference were the best bits
Think it's funny
They've got a runner
Free dogsbody
Wants the attention
Easy to manipulate
He's so blinded
He can't see it
Wanting respect
Wrong way to get it
Yoked onto sick ego
Brutal rages
Agony of pride🔥⚰️🔥
Lost reality's
Low esteems
Low capacitys
Make him just a stolen slave
Make him a forced in slave
Make him a bondage slave
Stole all his life left
Didn't need to pay him anything either
Didn't need to ask him either
No proof
Just bullshit
No paybacks
Not quid pro quo
Rob him blind
Just take what you like
Won't defend his circle
Low reasoning
Bad seasoning
Marks him for free
Makes him a sucker
He couldn't see
Clouded
By angers
Like cataracts
That he was just a pawn
eXpendible soldier
So they robbed him blind
Not on call now
Not remembered now
No use to anyone
Relatives needed him
He discarded them
Disregarded them
He used them
To get up the ladder
Noone cares
Relatives going to the dogs
Psychosocial nightmares
Psycological nightmares
He lived to be used
He wanted to be abused
He stayed alive to be used up
Looking powerless
Totally lost
Lost out on sanitys
Clinging to his past
Desperate all over
Looking fragile
Broken
Embarrassed to be seen
Looking for somewhere to hide
Looking pathetic now
All the crimes he's done
All the injustices he helped along
Looking pathetic now
Looking thinned down from the fights
Gone the wrong way
Frail too soon
Aging way too soon
Looking senile
Like a senile ghost
But still not old yet
Looking like a living zombie
Security's come from illusions
We're just terrified
He's still living
But all his watch towers
Controlled by flim flam ghosts
Flim flam holographs
Thinned out old replicas
He's too far gone
Fucking screaming ghost
Lost in his twisted up nightmares
💀
PRESENT GRAVE
No idea of the present
Not present
Not active
Pressed on by the past
Fading in
Fading out
Dead beat down
Dead end ghost
Frail shell
Personality gone
Bodysnatcher wins
Given up on caring
Just choking with the weeds
Just living with the past
Locked into a loop
Who needs that
Fucking dead beat host
Just a shell of a house
Nothing like a home
Never made into a home
Noone ever could do that
Patriarchy of all poisons
Losing his positions
Already lost his house💔⚰️
Gave it up
Years ago
Swallowed up his space
Took over his circle
Took over his mind
Time to give up on a ghost
When it's already gone too far
When we've already left
Finally given up
💀
DEAD HORSE
Given up on trying
Given up on crying
Giving up on a dead horse
Sitting there with dead horse flesh
Dead horse can't carry us out of living hell
Thinking what to do next
Thinking how to make a brake for it
Others have been killed trying it
Others having to leave
Have been caught & detained
Never made it out
Trapping their spirits do they cannot get on out 💔⚰️💔
It's all just a sick farce
Constant environment of danger
Constant situations of alarm
Total chaotic scenes
Noone at the helm
Ship is sinking
Captain is raving
Captain has lost the wheel
Never trust a dead end drunkard
Never give trust to a deadborn man
Never go trust on a soul that's been already canned
Born unique
Live life of endless hells
Die as nobody
Lie forgotten
💀SHUFFLERS
The living dead
Shufflers
Reserected actors
Evil hoards of hell
Carboard relations
Always acting out
Always acting from the other side
Always still attached to ancestors
Blindly dependent
Not focused
Believing all authority's blindly
Blind faith
All faded in this life
Profile is not activated right
Not acting right
Acting on everyday dillusions
Needed someone
To help to steer us in life
Getting ready to leave💀
Sick of living every day with dying
Sick of living with desperation
Sick of living with the sick
Sick of living with a dead beat
Sick of pointless confrontations
Over nothing
Gross incapacitys
Just acting out
Without any reasons
Dosnt know who we are
Dosnt even care
Dosnt beleive that family matters
See family as just pawns
Use up everyone
Then attack when they think to complain
Role model without any basic self control
Dosnt care about others related
Has no care for self
Just raving
Has no concern for self
The more you die
The more you score
No sense of control
Leader not in charge
Just circus of sickness
Mental chaos
Mental sickness
Self-made sickness
Turning to self preservation
Desperate now
To be removed
from the constant confrontations
For some release
For some relief
For some place other
Trying
Finally leaving
Some fast
Some slow
Turned over to self preservation 🛠️
Time for self reservation
Time to try dissipear💀
All the stupid ass shit
Was years ago now
But feels like yesterday
But feel like yesteryear
But feels like another year
But it feels like just extracts
Bits of you
Bits of time
Bits of then
When it's all gone into salvage
From a life so slipshod
From a life spent tripping up
Tripping over ropes
Tripping over snakes
Tripping over fists
Tripping over bricks
Crying again
Trying again
Bruises again
When I bother to remember
When I switch back on
Was switched back off then
Never was prepared
Put it all aside
To carry on survive
For these hidden shows
For these silent blows
For some evil shows
From all these silent knows
For all unseen nos
For the cruX
For the unseen cuts CC/BL
For the cross of jugements
For the cut of cuts❣️
💀 CUT THROAT
Didn't care to care
Didn't see to see
Didn't know to know
Shit I didn't bother to know
What I tried to grasp
Sometimes
Feeling braver
Will show up as reder
Like trying to grip bloody razors
Like trying to walk on your hands
Like trying to see with the back of my head
Like seeing with the back of an eye
Like reading a book backwards
Like an owls head looking backwards
Noone looks me in the eyes❣️
Issues
Pregnant with struggles
Behind the scenes
Behind our dreams
Behind the screens
Behind the masks
Superficial aspects
Suffocated truths
Survivalist nightmares
Focus on survival
What could we care about then?!?
What could we think about then ☠️🤍☠️
What could we do
Waiting for our time
What could we even say
No escape
Everyone tried
Different methods
Everyone targeted
That didn't kill off the mind
Or numb the will to struggle
Or strangle off the hearts
Bits of hearts
So many broken
We kept them in boxes
Under the bed
Turning into leather unseen
Wrapped up in tissue papers⚰️
Focus on pushing through
Blocking out the horrors
Pushing past the core issues
Locking out the liars💀
Can't challenge
Every day
Every day death
Struggle with each breath
So little time
Daily necessitys
Still complicated
Still colluded
Still clouded
Atmospheres
Clouded by mysterys
Elusive
Slippy
Sloppy
Trickey
Tricked up
Twisty as a snake
Tourts as acts of attack
Tortious by nurture
Tortourer by name
Tortious by nature
Always to defame
Someone else to blame
For your own self defeat❤️
You told me not to bother
Without telling me shit
Attitudes
All our fricking lives
Always these hints
Struggling
Slipping
Suckered
All tricked up
By your sick shit
Telling us to fuck off
Without saying anything outright
Insular
Self centred
To the core
All unspoken ways
Shit attitudes
Not to bother trying
But fuck your propoganda
We all tried to know more
Tried to work it
Combining minds
Combining realitys
Combining forces
Get more sense of the hidden
Trying to feel our future
Trying like lizards to taste the air
Trying to see the colour changes
Trying like spiders to feel the web shaking
The situations
Mysterys
Surround us 🎃
Aspects
Alluded
Allusive
Activated
Aggressive
But just got more rubbish from you
More illusions
More trickster magick
More mirrors
More evil laughing
More evil stalking
No straight talking
Mostly no talking
One way statements 🎃
One way diatribes
Silence like a vow
We never made concious
But somehow kept
Like a prayer circle
Trying to keep focus
No actual talking
💀
TRIP NAILS
Shaking with anger
Taught to keep silence
From the very start
Pretending shit ain't there
Guess we hit on another nail
Snagged on another veil
Tripped on another knot
Violence can silence all questions
For a time
Guess you thought we'd all forgot
So much silence
Propoganda statements
Meaningless brainwash
A lifetime of diatribes
Running like rivulets of blood 💔💀💔
Rare & bloody knots
Rare conversations
Smoke & mirrors
Subjective extracts
Suddenly ejeculating out perceptions
Extracts of broken memorys
eXtracts from hidden world's
The story's you wouldn't tell us
You think silence covers all
But I've grown eyes in the back of my head now
Wear a spiders crown now
Living with madness
Living with badness
For so long
I've learned to read the freaking wind
We knew shit sure stinks
Come back home reeking of evil
Where have you been?!?
Giving out your best to someone else
What's still left going elsewhere
Nothings left for this house
Everyone's hiding alarm
Element in others schemes
Target in others dreams
Controller in others storys
Bad images burning in the brain
Didn't know to care
Couldn't care from fears
Or tried not to care
Too complex
Too twisted
Too convaluted
We all had our hidden looks
Kept stewing in the shit
Kept going nowhere
Kept willfully ignorant
100 questions on our lips
Shit he never saw) 💜
Or hadn't known enough
Or hadn't read enough
Seen enough society
Hadn't seen this world enough
Escape from bondage
Means access to society(s)
The knowledge bases of the world
The eyes of the world
The minds of the world
Not just myopia again
See with a clearer eye
See with a larger eye
Harder to combine forces
Harder to know concepts
Denied access to media
But it's plain to me now
What I always couldn't say
What I always couldn't beleive
What I always couldn't see
Faces full of eyes
Trapped in tragedys
Staying silent
Nobody said it
We all thought it
Subjects kept closed up
So many subjects kept sealed
Subjects stuff we never broached
Shit stuffed under the carpet
Going mouldy again now
It's been so long now
💀
TRICKSTER GOD
We just kept focused
Seeing our survival
Praying for revival
Couldn't see
Couldn't beleive
Couldn't look
Cognitive deference
To the violent overseer
Cognitive seperation
For the broken soul
We felt sorry
Your the loser all alone
The target
Kept on throne alone
Sorry for the sufferings
Destructive urges given energy's
Given focus
Ravages of time
Bad daily life focus
Poison spirits
Poison in a glass
Braking down the mind
Now the seal is broken
Now the time is flewn
Now the locks are open
We always felt it
We always saw it
We always smelled it
Never said it
Had to fear it
Had to push past it
Without any words
Without any labels
Without any templates
Your primary God was the trickster God
Right centre circle
The fiX in the middle
The twist in the riddle
The cruX in the middle
The twister God
The turning god
The twisted god
The spinner God
Spinning top God
The lying God
Put a twist in your dna
Lead you all astray
Cause you all delays
The gross misleader
Bad leader
Sick prophet
Mind narcotics
Bad breeder
Bad feeder
Bad seeder
All nails & coffins
Skulls & screamings
Dead man's hand
Demons will know it
Demons will seek it
Left on the red earth
Fresh enough to eat
Fire ants will march over it
Stump still bloody
Bones stick through
Corrupted dreamer
Depression bringer
Bad leader
Twisted leaner
Bad learner
Bad schools of thought
A corrupted stranger
Now your bloodline snaps off
We're all in danger
We're all being targeted
We're all getting segregated
💀HELL SPAWN
You hated all humanitys
Satanic hell spawn
Kept covert religion
Divorced from own capacitys
Locked out from societys
Getting divorces from sanitys
Deep breaches with reality
Falling in the fire pits of insanity's
Bad fire breeder
Contempt screamer
Bad fire seeder
Burning yourself up
Fighting in the old wars
Fighting in the old ways CC BO/RR
Getting dragged away
By fivers of fire
The works of old wars
Ages all gone past
Past depravitys
Mistakes remade
Rework the past
Remake reality
Revoke all promises
Revenge works
Live like savages
Evil dead
Cycle of shit
Should have passed
Been done
Long ago
💀 TRAMPLED
From the very begining
So much shit was up
Everything going on
Bringing everything down
Everything was real fucked up
Everything going down
Everything burning up
You didn't care who was who
Or who did what
Or who was where
Or what was right or wrong
Or where the story was
Or where you were yourself
Timeline got all trampled in the scramble
All promises get forgot
To those who were flesh & blood
We were nothing to noone
Nobody's going nowhere with nothing
You kept it that way
Trained from start to keep secrets
💀OVERLORDS
Keep promises for evil lords of depravitys
Satanic fires of evil damnation
Satanic wars of condemnations
Satanic fires of hells abominations
Satanic overlord of hells dominion
God of Mars spreads his quest
God of Mars works of injustice
God of Mars spreads the rush
You punished those who loved you
You punished those who tried to know you
You punished your dependents
Push away your offspring
Deny your own bloodline
Hell dosnt like outsiders
Didn't like faces with eyes
Still fears it
Felt like intruders
In our own houses
Innocent observers
Born dependents
Feel the burden
💀 BONE TRAP
Should never have to be there
Should never have to care
Should never have to see
That's there ultimate luxury
Those others
Born into better
Sheilded by love
Kept protected
Padded out from reality
Protected from insanitys
But we have the bones poking through
Feel the fear
All your life
Fear for your soul
All your life
Till the nerves go cracking up
Shit systems grinding on
Negative fire elements
Burning everything up
Buying into fascist systems
Bear the brunt
Pressure that builds & then cracks
Psycosis commonly distorts the facts
Psycosocial deprivations acting on plots
💀 WIRE WOOL
Nervous system like crazy pavings
Not made of flesh & blood
Made of wire wool
Made of wire brushes
Barbed wire
Nuts & bolts
Sweat & blood & beer
Razor wires
Sheet metal
Some kind of robot inside
Walk on off
Walking off dead beat
And let your enemy's walk free
Giving away power to strangers
Letting controllers loan the leash
Letting punishers own the circle
Letting vicious animals wear your crown
Once was a free spirit
Once was a determined man
Once was a singular soul
Once was a singular intelligence
Drowned in a river of sin
Drowned in a loss of capacitys
Genetics with a downside
They held him back
Mummy soldiers
Kept him in the circle of the liar
Fed on shit
Lies & fear prevail every day
Lies preside
Lies prescede everything
Keeping secrets
Pages from the book of lies
Sacrificed to the father of all lies
Born insular for the crown
Now a puppet for a clown
Free reign for the vicious
Anarchys through cowards
Bent crown for the master of puppets
Blood smears kept the vicious
Bent down to the masters
Hidden handlers
Target others enemy's for free
Working away a lifetime for free
Stuck on a crime cycle
Stuck on a grime circle
Stuck in a grim death cycle
Like burning tyres
All circles
Robotic circles
Destroying your own body
Day and night
Destroying even further your own mind
Work on destructions
Passionate constructions
Abandon all other lives
Negative profile active
No more life for living
Hatred of the free
Rage at freeborns
They won't understand
A life of demonic bondage
💀
HELL CIRCLES
Demon circle bound into bondage
Demon cycle born into bondage
Blinded by instincts
Guided by inborn rage
Hellfires rage on
Day & night
Rages against God
Inflamed into blasphemous
Ingnited into blinded rebellions
Insular
Insolence
Indifference
Furnace
Fevers
Furys
Fractures
Hatred of all freedoms
Hatred of all freeborns
Hairline cracks bound to grow
Giving up your circle without a fight
Taking away others circles as a right
Born to condemn your own life
Born damned by your own identity
Born condemned to a life of hellfire
They should've prayed for you to be free
But they just prayed for themselves
To hide their own secrets
Lying from the sacred books
Nervous system cracked right through
Body in flight or fight
To suit their schemes
To soil your dreams
To bloody your palms
To bloody your own dreams
To deny your true self
To raise up the destroyer
To deny the true blood
To cast aside the true
💀
TRIALS
You work for free
You trial your works
You turn your life into constant ordeals
You trick yourself
Trial by ordeal
Evil dead armys
Doing works seldom seen
Only those who can peek at nightmares
Can ever get a glimpse
Or lose the soul that's seen
They pluck out your eyes where you've been
Trying to win back prominence
When your slipping down the ladder
Influence already lost
Weird circles of denial
Deminishing law of decreasing returns
Driven by vengeance
Negative incarnations
Contract made in hell
Only bound to lose
Only bondage as a life
Only born to lose
A working residence
A residing evil
Doing favours
Diminishing returns
Returning plots
Counting out lots
You work
You sweat
You bleed
You burn
You run
You pray
You die
Backwards
Desperate
Faulty wheel
Shrinking energys
Going nowhere faster
Working away for life
Working for hell masters
Working against the depts
For free
For restless weakness
For fevers
Features of the mind
Fractures of the mind
💀
SOUL CHAINS
Nothing tangible
Nothing constructive
Nothing lasting
In this earthly life
Born to sacrifice yourself first
Bred to sacrifice others you meet in life
Born to bleed it all away
Blood flows into the gutters
Better parts been denied
Works of impotent destructions
Work for bent employers
Work for the destroyer
Can't bring back the dead
Can't beleive liar in the mirror
Can't buy back a lost soul
It's all just souls
It's all just numbers
In a game
Souls in chains
Souls in burdens
Being kept
Others you never see
Never paid in coin
Never paid in kind
Never paid back
Only paid in bondage
Only kept scarred up
Only kept scorned
Kept distracted
Never asked yourself
Why would I care
What would it cost
Why would I try
To take part in others shit?!?
When my own family just dies
Without me there
Hard not to rot
When your being left behind
Hard to not get lost
When your leaving humankind

💀 TEXTBOOK
So many reams
So many visions
So many seams
Chapters of a fractured mind
Textbook of a broken soul
Nightmare is a long one
Worst for the younger ones
From dread life to dread life
One shit reincarnation
Follows another
Textbook of bad works
Nasty avatars
Evil shades taken over
Nasty narratives
Occultic nightmares
Story of monsters
Sick controllers
Story just grows longer
Time shows up with more evils
Life reveals more hells
Bad fire in the blood
High on bad fires
Manic fires burn up high
Blinds you to our povertys
Blinds you to family ties
Blinds you to social realitys
Drinking away your remaining funds
To slush out your remaining brains
Dreams slinking back down into the gutter
Working networks
While time passes wasted
While we all sit there
Waiting
Being carefull thinking
Kept praying
Can someone reach the light
To find an escape
For a freer life
Which never comes
Hungry broke & cold
Cold tired hungry
Retaliation
Revenge
Run all the risks
Run around all the circles
Running on wrecked up karma
Ruination
Run on a grim death cycle
💀
DEATH RUN
Never outrun yourself
Never escape bondage nightmares
Never outrun naked fears
Contracts kept in blood
Strangers kept on the run
Ones man's ruin is another man's pleasure
One man's destruction is another man's treasure
One man's crown is another man's rust
One man's bones is another man's dust
One man's bag of nails is another man's coffin
One man's cigarette is another man's eye
One mans meadow is another man's graveyard
One man's post is another man's cross
One man's cross is another man's cost
Ones man's cost is another man's cold casket💀
💀
DEAD DENIAL
Every time you should've seen
You didn't see shit
You didn't engage
You didn't register
You just didn't care
You don't see the light
You didn't know the right
About life & death in your own house
Always run some other house
Always out for the count
Or back on the hunt
Don't run your own house
Nasty neglect
Vicious povertys
Money drunk all away
Man's ruin
Nasty atmospheres
Hell storms
Rolling through the house
Pale faces
Not sure what's going on
Always helping others out
Made to feel like a man
Made to feel like somebody
Same old death traps
Basic man traps
Pride traps
By them
Kept by them
Always tell us how we dont count
Why keep us then?!?
Assault & battery impresses
Other men
💀
MAN CAN
When you can
Got you kept in a can
Rattle can full of bones
Bits of metal
Nuts bolts nails
Myopic to the score
Secure my patch
Settle the scores
Slash the scars
Bleed the scores
Endless wars
On a petty scale
Every tiny scar
Every stolen eye
Every bloody nail
Keeping score
No wider view of the world
No love left for their world
No way to stop rages up from hell
Destroy your own circle
Thinking yourself above it all
Thinking one god rules them all
Thinking of yourself above all others
Now self revenge justifys your worth
Now bitterness justifys your evil path
When kings become angry tramps
When tramps become angry kings
When blind drunkards trample others
Throwing your own letters into the gutter
All those years of study
Your own chance of escape gutted now
Your own escape from all enemy's
You blocked now the safer place for yourself
God made you a place for yourself
Our last chance of civilisation is gone now
To be with the other venerable objectors
Behind the scenes
Protected species
Masters of the older sciences
Keep behind the scenes
Away from public scrutiny s
Protected from the mobs
Now we're all just vunrible
Your just sickening sour
Indifferent
Not fighting your damaged fate
All these works are undone now
All the ways pissed back into the gutters
All these considered words are undone now
Dishonour the father gods
Surfit of honour
Positive potential
Potential respite from the death race
Priviliges kept denied
Potential escape from the rat race
Everything we stood for
Everything family needed
Escape from man traps
Poverty traps
Death traps
Denied
Given an ace
Gained a way up
Gone into the gutters
Squandered
Taken
Torn up
Turned into ashes
Turned back into contracts
From all the rages of denial
Bones & arrows left rusted
Skulls & broken swords lying spent
Rusted nails & broken crowns
Bits of coffins
Scattered about CC BO/BR
Bits of broken dreams
That you all drowned
💀
DEAD DRUNK
But the drunken disgrace comes from you
The downfall of a bastard drunk comes from you
The drunken rants come from you
You hold the nails for your own coffin
Even rat family's look down on you
Rat family's know
Turn their back on you
Dirtys waters run through you
Dirty waters need the plug being pulled
The povertys ran right through you
The grime & filth comes from you
The ruin of the family ran right through you
It ran it's twisted end right through you
Weakness of your mind
Carey's on right through
Twisted threats
Atmosphere of suffocating silence
Broken vows
Broken threads
Broken beds
And snapped courses
Born into a circle of shit
Never said no
Never walk away
Never test the way
Never trial your trier's
Never test your takers
Where's your intelligence now
The creators are deceivers
The pillars are the liars
Circle of charlatans
Circle of shuffling secrets
The salt has run on bland
No flavour left
No more faith left
When the salt is tasteless
Then the cross is lost
The only salt left is the salt of your bloody sweat
Your offspring have the salt of their tears
Left fearfull
Lifetime of all living hells
Nothing to thank you for
Growing back timid over the years
The only salt left comes from blind fears
Lonley fears
Life blood sweated away
Runs like rivers of mania
Like rivers of diatribes
Runs like rivers of fear
River bed drying in the sun
Cracked like your nervous nerves
Cracked like your lying tongue
Cracked like the vessel
Reading from the book of lies
Bad eye on this life
Bad dystopia eyes
Bad myopia eye

💀 💛
HOUSE OF THE EVIL DEAD
Crooked house of lies
House of the deceiver
Bent out all over
Broken down inside
Home of hidden collapse
Beatdown place
Past repairing
Dead to all known faith
Lost unto evil fates
Shit from the grave
Tamperings
Interferences
Spiritual scouring
Suspicious breeding
Scorned by time over the years
Broken down over the years
Belongs to the liar now
Backwards prayers everywhere
Bad cards turning on bitter browns
All cans in the cupboards
Open up to reveal just worms 💛
Wriggling to get off the hooks 💛
Heading for the light
Desperate flight
Bad table
Bad circle
Bad liars
Stale yellows
Bad brown tones
Broken rhetorics
Broken promises
Bread as hard as nails
Rusty old nails
Bits of broken hearts
Kept in old tins
Forgotten greifs
Trials long past
Hearts like snails
Crusty old life
Crusted old times
Crusty old keepers
Desperate for life
Stale old silence
Stale old sentence
Steals the free air
Feel sick from the stale
Desperate for escape into the daylight 💛
Trying to leave the house of the dead 💛
Don't wanna stay here
Rather not be here
Hidden turmoil
Trapped sentence
Sit with the dead heads again
Corpse shufflers
Bad end hustlers
Con artists
Contrived family
Crap scenes
Controlled scripts
Contrived scenes
Family of motions
Relatives as moronic
Empty conversation
Hidden reservations
Living dead liars
Disquised as living relatives
Limited connections
Jar full of tongues looking bad whites
Thin skin
White hair
Bad brains
Bad styles
Bluer veins
Domestical horror life
Living hell residence
Relatives of shit
Trapped by birth into hell
Short family tree
No fucking choices
Limited circles
Shit birth luck
Dead end luck
Bastards life suck
Hideous drainers
Sustain off the youngers
Dead tamper with the living
Hidden nightmares
Veil over reason
Kids locking it out
Bad visions kept locked out
Godless sacks of shit
Worthless rulers
Vain self glorys
Cold self interest
Veins like marble
Bad in blues
No reds here
Bloodless screams
All colours muted
Faded circle life
Living dead
Lying shits
Living dead replicas
Living crap merchants
Lumps of flesh breathing
Living just to deceive
Genetics dead & hollow
Tree of genetics
Reduced to a stump
Resistance swallowed
Revenant residents
Sick end shadows
Bad ended faith
Bible full of lies
Intelligence crippled
Air they swallowed
Gone bad
Know it's not right
Feels real bad
Even to kids eyes
Dead end evils
Dressed up in clothes
Faking hustlers
Bullshit pushers
Living suckers
Living loveless
Like a horror film
Make the silence pregnant
Fill emptyness with irrelevant tones
Past repeats
Stale reruns
Sickened cycles
Seeded on bad yellows
Gonna make you feel sick
Nausea rises again
Man cannot live off bread alone
Gonna starve at this table
Everything's got dried out now
No true bread no true salt no living faith
Dead end mummified priest at the table
Saying wicked prayers for the dead heads there
House goes to the devil
Bad ended table
Circle of evil dead
Cycle of constant rejections
House already marked from hells💀💛
💀
CIRCLE OF THE DEAD💛
Disqusting religion
Discracefull circle
Disgrace to the true works
Dead to the true works
Gods not welcome
Gods just used as an eXcuse
God's name all in vain
Shufflers
Keep this dead end house
Home of all Godless hells
Theif-taker takes this table
Shit goes mouldy under the carpet
Bad prayers go round the table
Meat is dry & full of beetles
Tea is too brown
Brown like a river
Bad circle
Bad chatter
Bad silences
Milk isn't sweet now
Kids feel like puke
No mother's love here
Life like a circus
Cream is off sour
Gotta watch your place
Soul can slip off
Watch for the clock
Shit is changing
Time isn't working
Silence full of screaming
No sugar
Teas brown like a river
Emotives dried as leather
Sawdust hollow hearts
Broken life paths
Not enough milk
Not enough hope
No sweetness for the sick
Stale brews like the givers
Creepy old souls
Noone the giver
Bad brown nylons
Blue veins
Bad circles
Gotta hide horror
Ants had all the sugars
Mice behind the clock
Left uncorrected again
Left faithless yet again
Life not starting again
Stewards of denial didn't help
Missguided yet again
Masks of the born liars
Masks of the living dead enders
Masks of the deniar
Marking his works out again
Who's with the father of all lies
Christ's works all in vain
Dead to your professed faiths
Dead to a life of living faith
Dead to each other
Just shufflers
No cognitions
No conscience
No recognitions
Nothing growing
Long past caring
Just passing through
Processing past on patches of lies
Propogandas get a rehash
Possessed by others
Processed by society
Canned through profanitys
Like slivered ghosts
Walking & talking
Reanimated corpse
Can't talk right no more
Can't do right no more
Can't make sense no more
Not knowing what century this even is
Just sells you shit long since passed
Have to act polite
To known strangers
Hiding feeling sick 💛💛💀
💀
DEAD HANDS
We expected more
We were never ever there
Past you ramble on
Ghosts still clinging on
Your past life shit is long gone
Just loyal to memory's now
Why should we care?!?
You profited
From some past ages
Now we've lost
All our futures
Future generation
Getting lost in a maze
Why should the living care about the dead?!?
All in denial
All in dead ended notions
All in dead minded motions
Already dead inside
All nodding corpses at this table
Feel sick to my ungrown bones
Feel unclean in my smaller skin
Spells of sickness that you breed
Unclean spirits that your helping
Going against the righteous Lord
Going against all known laws
Hypocrites to the core
All dead hands left about covertly
Stealing on bits of others property
Slight of hand
Out of sight
Out of concious will
Dead mummy's hands
Gonna go steal some
You had to plot against us
House of Godless shit 💛💛
💀
ANGELS OF DISEASE
Rejection of a living life
Rejection of a living faith
Rejection of a living fate
Right on front of children
Replaced with Satanic death bait
Bound to cause suffering
Reading from the book of the liar
All prayers put into reverse actions
Bound to block the living truth
Kept in some mummy's sleepy dream
Sand spell of narcolepsy
Creeping through the seams
Keeps you lost
Poor cognition skills
Bad science skills
Count the cost
Interfering with your mind
Tampering with others
No sacred space allowed
Circle always blocked
Angels of disease
Rot is at the roots
Bad teeth need pulling
Angels of disease
Rule this roost
Angels of death
Suck on hosts
Sickly souls
Kept alive undead 💛💛
💀
CORPSE BAIT 💛
God's glory untold
Wearing cold masks
Keeping well apart
All bonding is just surface
All friendship is just shallow
All presence is just empty
Privilege weilded as a weapon
Used to conceal lying sins
Was gods protection
Civilisation used as a weapon
Characters full of cotton
Conceived of motions
Cardboard cut out role models
Worse than useless
Worse than dangerous
Way to lose your soul
Way to the liars path
Now this house is damned
Kept sealed by the dead
Noone living gets on out
Noone living gets on in
Sick spells around the table
Keep in trapped within
All civilised conversations seal in the lies
Works all for the liar
Circles all for the reserected corpses
💀 💛
DEAD MUMMY TABLE
Bad hands under the table
Crown of thorns
Wasted purpose
Wasting away
Wasted potentials
Waste of true faith
Barriers to a truthfull life
Just pain again
Just pain for nothing
Sacrifice for the dead
Without any reasoning
Mummy's want to sustain the dead heads
Keep the soured old yellows
But all against god
But all bad magicks
But all against the law
But tell us absolutely nothing usefull
Cold dead hearts inside
No humanitys will grace this table
Mummy's hearts inside
Dried out slivers of flesh
Pages of the past still shuffling in the breeze💀💛
Turning into dust
Shrivelled up intentions
Empty gestures
Empty lives
Empty hands
Faithless
Godless hack's
Worthless to the still living
Dead women's hands
Dead crepey motives
Don't trust her
She's just a theif
Stealing bits of others
Stole herself a nice collection
Socereys while your sleeping
Stealing capacitys
Stealing sanitys
Stealing magicks
Dead mummy's hand
Does the talking
Creepy ass shit
No faith to profess
Your only fooling yourselves
God can see your hearts
No longer beating
Tongue just left flapping
All his glorys
Works left unspoken
Dead women's hand
Left in the sand
Mummy's dead end hand
Swathed in bandages & left to crumble
Beetles will run over that
Under the sun CC/BY
Deadborn love
Turning on bastard yellows
Wasted promises
Wasted purposes
This corpse love
Isn't worth much
She's a waylayer
Didn't want to show you the way
Didn't give others any basic rights💀
Didn't want to give others life
Ain't no matters
Never to rise again
Like a mummy's dry embrace
Can't rise again from the liar
Read from the book of lies
Work for the liar
Kept as a deadborn soul
In unwalked path
Righteous kept scorned
Never be born again
Empty gestures
She's here in dried up body only
Corpse mummy only
Psychotic dillusions
Broken grandeur
Seperated from society
Left unaware of reality
Leave us to muddle along
Raised with the books
When we were promised eternal life all along 💛
Religious super zeros
Long left us all
Lift off from sanity
Zombie bitch is a sister soul
All dried up
Spoken dead works
Dead head whore
Never speaks much
Sawdust hearts
Cotton wool brain
Paper tissue souls
Useless to those still living
💀 💛
MUMMY WOMEN
Always talks about the past
Spoken dead words just confuse us
Spoken dead ways make us feel sick
Spoken dead works
Useless to those left living
Having noone
Social nightmares
Children in anguish
No future
Nobody cares
Won't do her job
Won't walk the walk
Only cares about the dead
Those already long gone
Dead end role model
Talks us into fantasy roles
Irrelevant societys
Dead end women
Whore to the tempter
She's there to mislead you
Useless to reality
Weightless to sanitys
Ghost women
Not here for us
Never one to care
Not doing the dutys
Not doing the jobs
But already left
Never born
Zombie women in other family lines
Hallucinating bullshit
Irrelevant fantasy's
Divorced from human reality's
Static timelines
Kids left out in pergatorys
Purgatory of bullshit
Imperial illusions
Old empires
Raping rulerships
Slaves to old systems
From the start
True love
Held back from the start
Hidden start
Isolated charts
Carry on through your own reductive works
The ever shrinking circle
The ever tightening noose. CC/LB
The ever dying army's
Purgatorys
From the start
Makes my soul puke
Trying to keep apart 💛💀💛

💀
THE RED ARTS
Dirty works
Dirty wounds
Dirty arts
Red fire arts
Red fire bible
Red fire ants
Kept bleeding from the lie
Bloody soldier
Bloody rotten life
Bloody sore wounds
Bleeding from life to life
Bleeding from lie to lie
Bleeding from eye to eye
Poison fire hearts
Envy works. CC/DR
The poison eye gods
Envy eye gods
Destroy the works of mind
The bloody bleeding eye sees in rupture
Rage makes blood vessels burst
The red ruby has been plucked
The eye is taken from the crown
💀 DEAD MANS HAND
Bad mans hand
Killer man's crown
Dead man's hand again
Bloody stump left by the river
Left there for the brown ants under the sullen sun
Sulking brown river runs on blind
Keeping all its secrets
Obscene Arts kept under wraps
Be gone before anyone asks why
Eaten by the mulch
Violent works
Violent arts
Violent spells
King of swords
Evil intelligence
Turned upsidedown
Bad coin turned over
Sovereignty of death
Spells the curse run
Spaghetti junction in reverse
All intelligence turned over to deceivers
All intelligence turned over to deniars
Justice is kept frozen
Triumphal deceiver owns the throne now
We are all hanged men
We are all judged as guilty
We are all born wasted
We are all used by the tempter
💀 THE LYING ARTS
Lying arts
Twisted tongue of serpents poison
Spots out poison envys of the soul
The raging tongue stabs out
Like a river of blood
Like a bad coloured liver
Like sick turned to bile
Look coldly on your corpse
Look coldly on your curse
Look boldly on your hearse
Disgrace of the bloodline
Coming from your feasts
Decline of the bloodline
Coming through your feasts
Feasts of destruction
Fear underlines everything
Fear underlines in red
What was never ever said
But her thread before was gold CC/G
Before you took her head
Before you took her crown
Her crown was gold
Her heart was hidden treasure
Now her world is sunk
Below the waves
Lost to the ages
Go find the keys
Grapes of drunken wrath getting sewed
Grapes of sickened soul getting spat
Grapes of sinister heart getting shat
Someone always left with the dregs
Someone's bound to pay
💀 BAD REDS
Making povertys back into injustice
Making injustice back into povertys
Turning time back on agony's
Turning time back on all povertys
Turning time back on all travestys
So your dumb god fell
So your stupid crown fell
So now shall we all
Drown in hell
Lake of fire
Revenge on society's
Activate anxietys
Complex psychology's
Desperate ideologues
Sickening dialouges
Unknown societys
All the different threads getting tangled💀
Super guess reality's
Super impose suspected reality's
Paranoia never makes a hero
Only makes a widow
A window into hell
Everyone's a suspect
Everyone's a head hunter
Everyone's a killer
Everyman's a hunter
Everyman's a hurter
Everyone's a target
Never figure the man in the mirror
Never figure the tongue that quivers
Never figure on the arrow through the middle
Never figure on the butchered heart
💀
RED THREADS
Red thread of bloodline rages
Red garment threads all running through
Filled with wrath behind the scenes
Always spouting out rages
King of all stages
Screaming like a brat
Coming apart at the seams
Psycosis
Paranoia CC/R
Paralysis
No analysis
No connection to inner self
Think what you do is what you are
What does that make you
Conning your own family
Cunning in reductive ways
Conning the whole world
Yet to realise
Nobody comes
Nobody cares
Nobody counts
Everything continues
Boiling up with rage inside
Your skin like a stewing pot
Your body like a boiling pot
Your body all twisted into knots
Your flesh like a fish on a hook
💀
ONE MAN ISLAND
When there's noone left to destroy you
When there's noone left to perceive you
When there's noone left to deceive you
When there's noone left to stick in pins
You have only yourself as one
Pushing away everyone else
You've ever known
You have yourself only as noone
You have only yourself in pain as one💀
One man island
Condemned throne
Circle of condemnation CC/DR
Circle of endless backlash
War of self on a backlist
War on self as a backthrust
War as self as a bloodlust
Circle of shit
Cycle of shit
Cycles recycled
Cycles of oppression
Die alone
Die as the only one
💀 RUSTED ARROWS
Endanger the throne
Endanger sanitys
Makes dangerous reality's
All the scars mark divorce from reality
All the scars mark a broken heart
All the scars mark seperation from society
The coldness of heart
True povertys burn cold
Like glass in a cut
Left vacant
Left overload
Taking the wrong road
Won't confront realitys
Stay in isolation
Toxic death syndrome
Self disruption
Everyone abandons ship
Toxic angers positioning life
Toxic rage poisoning life
Toxic fire staging life
Cup overfills with lies
Rages filed by poisons
Never any insights
Never any ideas
Never any true eye
Never see yourself
Only got the evil eye
Blinded eye
Covered over by fire
Fires of past battles aging in the soul
Imprinting again
Old arrows getting imbeded in the skin CC/OR/R
Old wounds tearing at the mind
Memory's ripping through the psyche
Wars still continue
Left still burning
Anger spills over from other lives
Vengeance overwhelming
Past coming back to life
Blights more lives
💀 BAD COIN
Turned over the coin to the deathfilled life
Turned over the cup to the deathbed life
Turned over the card to the defiled life
All the roses are just made of iron now
All the roses marked over with rust now
All the thorns are made of barbed wires now
Rust gets into the cuts now
Fire gets into the eyes now. CC/BO/R/LB
Swords get into the dreams now
Past gets into the loop now
💀
FOOTPRINTS IN BLOOD
God of blinding poison
God of great positions
God of great traditions
God of great injustice
God of sickness & suffering
God of blindness & wrath
Your wrath was blind
Your pain kept blind
Your hands were tied
Your time was denied
Blind tradition was your blinder
Should've seen you were outsider
Insecuritys were your triggers
War with identitys
Struggle to feel a man
He made you a beleiver
He made you his perfect soldier
He made you his born bleeder
He made you his bad breeder
He made you his insular creation
He made you his insane creature
💀 BAD BLOOD
Monster incarnations
Master privations
Mystic revelations
Twisted fascinations
Blasphemys and adulturys
Poison from backwards bibles
I'll conceived impulses
Social disasters
AnXious irony's
Bad blood plays
Death of culture
Bad cultivations
I'll perceived repulses
Badly perceived concepts of reality
Limited capacitys
Can't see contexts to society
Can't see position in society
Can see pre-texts to reality
He made you a deceiver
He made you a denier
He made you a decider
He made you a defiler
Trap tunnel spider
Society's unwoven tapestrys
Bad blood threads
💀
GREAT DECEIVER
The twister God
The trickster God
Basket of snakes
They called him the great deceiver
All kinds of other diabolical god's
Pestilential types of shit
Pestilential spells from hell
Pestilential types of fiX
Your stupid ass tricks
Your stupid-ass fixes
Your stupid-sucker traps
Your angry hazard apps
Your sickening furys
💀 NOT SO CLEVER
Not so funny
Not so cool
Just used to destroy
Not so clever being cruel
Not so cruel being clever
Not so clued up
Not used to protect
Just used to project
Just used to destroy
Not so great a memory
Not so great a life
Not so great a lie
Not against those who hurt you never
Those who tried to wait for forever
Big ass mistake
Your a waste of good faith
Just used as a living weapon
Just used to destroy
To bring about the works of agony
To bring about downfall of humanity
Eat the flesh
Suck on the bones
Drink the blood
Smash the teeth
Bend all the gold
Toss aside the wealth
Tear up the cards
Of this family
One by one
Everyone pained
Everyone living double
Losing all the way
💀 🦴🦴
FROM THE OTHER SIDE
From the other side of the tracks
From the land of the breathing born
From the other side of the living soul
From the other side of the room
From the other seat of power
From the other side of the wrack
From the other side of the shelf
From the other side of the sink
From the other side of the fiX 💀
From the other side of the card. CC/BL/WH
From the other side of the mark
From the other side of the mask
From the other side of the scar
From the other side of the jar
From the other side of the fan
From the other side of the mirror
From the other side of the morgue💀 🦴🦴
💀 EYES WIDE SHUT
Sometimes we have thoughts we never think
We have feelings we never feel
We have things we chose not to see
We have boxes in an attic
Kept all sealed
Sometimes we have eyes that we never use to see
Sometimes fear just blinds us to the scene
Someone has to leave for anything to heal
💀 CHASER
Never know him then either
Macho man stereotype
Seperated archetype
Defiled gender type
Monster
Mythical
Master of all hells
Was really the non conformist type
Was really the nervous type
Always trying too hard
Fearing other men
Too much
Lost all senses
Lost all sensibilitys
Losing all the tracks
Going like a trebochet towards the enemy
Chasing the enemy
Embracing the enemy
Spells of enslavements thrown over him
Nets of bastard bewitchments
Been marked
Till he's like them
Spoilt brats of rages
Spoilt brat of stages
Spoiled brat of ages
Rusted razor shows the ages
Evil bitch of hazes
Evil bitch of crazes
Evil bitch of blazes
Always projective defiles
Always with the evil eye
Always eye to eye with a firing range inbettwen
💀 BAITER
Always about to start a rage
Always on my case
Always up in my grill
Always in my face
But never knowing my face
Never knew us ever
Never looked for longer
Never talked to us
All targets look alike
We all suffer similar fates
Knew of him always
Knew as him before hardly ever
Betrayer
Knew of him some ways
Knew of him sometimes
Just a controler
Knew of him never
Comparing memorys
But who was he?!?
Man of many faces
Always shows in different places
Could be anyone today
Could be someone elsa tommorow
But always really nobody
A nobody's noone
Nobody
None of us
Knew what the hell
Faceless controller
Faceless style of killer
Faceless soul sucker
Faceless slave
Face to face with living evil
Years living with an enemy
A provider on & off
A slaver every week
A survivor on & off
A stranger on & off
A joker on & off
Here today
And then off again
Dissipear somewhere
We have peace together
Till he's an enemy again
Then a stranger again
Till he's an enemy again
Carry on regardless
But never really knew him
Never knew what mattered
This badly known stranger every time
This badly strung stranger every way
This badly drawn stranger every way
💀 WASTER
Wasting all our days
Wasting all our time
Wasting all our ways
Wasting all our visits
Hardly ever there
Dissipear back out again
Fears for our survival
(We just didn't see
We had other plans
But I see him now
Now I no longer have to care
The way we did before)
He was a centrepiece then
He was a focal point then
He was the jewel in the crown then
Taking over everything
Too depressed to be suppressed
To obvious now
Too cruel now
Too understood now
Too down to care
No reason to pretend anymore
No longer trapped in the schemes
Still rending at the seams
Still retching from the visits
Still get sick from eXposures
Just targeted by dreams
Trapped between the screams
Squashed like a fly between the pages
Denied all my papers
Trapped on an island
Forever getting old
The story that never gets told
Anger that never gets old
Fire waiting to be rewired
Life waiting to go bold
💀 SILVER GRAYS
Now I've counted out the wheels
Better calculate the wheel of life
Seen other scenes
Seen other ways now
Seen other types now
Hustlers pushers pimps
Murder victims & killers
Stars of the silver screen
Learning to see inside these dreams
Can feel the nightmares
From touching the seams
It might look monochrome
Or gray shadows
But someone's going to scream (CC GR
💀 PRAYERS
Time to confess to God
Hoping he can still be with us
All the way
What the hell it all was happening
Hell happening
What the hell it all was meaning
Everything hidden behind the doors of memory
We've all checked
And double checked
Adding Jigsaw peices
To this enigma
Too complex
Too fast
Trying to compute
Trapped in the web
To constant to compute
To cruel to contemplate
All working on overtime
💀 DEATH DRAIN
Always was a fan of tricks
Always a master of evil shit
Always was a court of tricks
Always counting out sticks
Always stuck in a fiX CC GR/BL
Always drowning in shit
Something always stinks
Something nasty slipping down the sink
Something nasty stuck in the drain
Get a bit scared when it rains
What might float on up
Bad evidence
To the surface
Who's gonna take on the blame
From your sicked-out tricks
From your bleeped-out tracks
From your brick shit house of traps
From your hell house full of wracks
From your hell house full of wrecks
No words had ever passed my lips
Like a silent blink
I closed my eyelids
Kept looking down all the time
All protests kept sealed
I think other thoughts in other places)
I feel in another time
I live in an unseen style
I stay in another place
I think in another age
I feel myself somewhere else
I find myself a better place
💀 SCARS
Why count more scars
Just to try saying words you know he's gonna hate
When all he can feel is rage
When he can never stop to listen
When he never trys to wait
In a world where words are used as weapons
Words are used as bait
Words got out of practise
So many works
So many world's
Gone outta practise
So many words just never used
So many different kinda ways
To say the word no
Without ever using the word
Without ever knowing the why
Without ever knowing the way
No should've been like a crown
No should've been like a fence
No should've been a defence
No should be like a sheild
No should mark the end
No should mark the silence
Make all the difference💀
Never had a project
Barely had time to think
You never cared what anyone feels
You feed the field
You feed the fires
You hold the circle
You boost all the cards
It's all about you
Myopic in circles
Back now & then
Back then or even now
And my eye just didn't look
Got real good at not looking
And even better at not seeing
We all conspired to survive
Sheilding by not seeing
Kept talking
Kept working
Kept fighting
Trying to untangle the enigma
Struggling on with the game of swords
The game of thrones
Can't be punished for something I never knew
Something I never saw
Like I wasn't really there anyway
We all did the same tactics anywayz
💀 FIX
Like I never knew shit
Never cared much
Never showed much
Kept it in a box
Kept in back of my head
Kept under the bed
Bad dreams in my head
You were on the fiX
You were on the take
You were on the make
You were covering up the hate
Every single day
A funeral pyre of dreams
Mistaken anti social schemes
For familial dreams
Nervous nightmares
Everyone scared
Everyone seared
Everyone scarred
Ashes from psychosocial dreams
💀
A reality that never works
It never fits together
Always feeling sick from all distortions
Behind the scenes
I can feel the nightmares
When I feel along the seams
Things are not as they seem
Stuck on trips here & there
Stuck on weird rotations
Stuck on wasting dreams
Sucking on pipe dreams
Stuck on making up plots
Sicked-on tricks
Sucked on traps
Scored from hits
Struck down from these grandiose elevations
Scarred from the pits💀
Kept eager from the tips
Kept stupid from the trips
Blind ego keeps the score
Naked ambition tips the scene
Working for the enemy keeps you raw
Noones keeping score to give you those promotions
Written off from the better stations
You think they care
How hard you strive
How hard you drive
Driven by nightmares
Driven by daymares. CC BR/OR
Taking on new tricks
Working round the circles
Working overtime
When your already sick
Paying all their dues
Doing all their works
Tying up their lines
When you can hardly tie your laces
You think they stop to care
How much you sweat
How many life-lines you have left
How much poverty makes your sweat sick
How much poverty makes your dreams sick
How much poverty makes your sleep sick
Bad dreams when your awake
Depression like a drop kick
Like a knock out blow
Anxiety makes you sick
All your colleges know your gone
Too far gone
Drinking binge after work is done
Giving over all the hours of your life
Your lifestyle rotting away
Your own home kept like a shell
Body kept shell shocked
Harvest the trauma some other day
Even if you do survive
Every pure chance today
Every blind tunnel tommrow
Demolition of known character
Your the dumb chancer
Just another demotion tommorow💀
💀 BACK BITER
You waste your life
Striking out at me
But they keep you down
Low down
You can't face grown men
Getting off scott free
While your down on me
Blaming everyone
You think all evil comes from us
Think relatives just conspire
From your own offspring
Kids being evil
Head up your own ass
Too far gone
Not gone too far
Your sickness left unchallenged
Unchanged for so long
While you rot in mental hells
Ask your makers
Why they deny you
Basic human right
Incapable of fighting for yourself
Not just born to be a victim
Never tried to challenge that
When it's all seething inside you
When it's all breeding inside you
Rotten through the roots
Neuro dynamics
Now a nightmare
Bare capacitys
Turning back on you
Flinging shit on all of us
We never wanted you
Just a chance
That's all
Once we did care
Some kinda guy
Kinda flimsy
But you quickly showed up
You killed all that
And quickly died
Just wanted a life that's all
Just wanted a chance that's all
Ripping you off
Ripping you to peices
Put through your paces
Laughed at
Behind your back
Every day
💀 SNAKE HISS
Reality bobs like an angry snake
Scene always shifts
Always controlled the future & the past
Never cared and never asked
Lived life from behind this mask
Never any other views
Or it came to blows in this life
Can't face the basic challenge in this fight
Other people
Other rights
Other views
Rest of the wide world💀
Weird convoluted ways of thinking
Thinking with fordrawn conclusions
Isn't really thinkin much
They don't promote you
They don't like you
They don't trust you either
Don't care if you thrive or fall
As long as you crawl
To his master's voice
Can't be trusted
You can run all the errands
Till you turn into dust
Isn't really thinking much
Nothings ever what it seems
Nothing is ever anything much
Nothing matters
And nothing lasts
Nothing ever stood a chance
Everything is from the past
Trauma
Rumination
Stagnation
Everything repeated
Everything on a loop
Everything kept ridiculous
A mania fed off impossible dreams
Nothing has any substance
A life built off illusions
A life devoid of substance
A scaffold of fantasy schemes
Falls down around us with much noise
Gonna guess he built it badly
Vile stack of deceits
That ain't no stack of receits)💀
💀 HOUSE OF CARDS
But it was always there
Your house of cards
Your house of death
Your house of wicked depts
Your house of sickened depths
Your halls of violence
Violations unseen
Living creatures trapped
In a nightmare dream
Kept suppressed
Kept held down CC OR/R
Kept reviled
Huge jealousy of humans
Never heard a scream
A mindless scheme
A blood streaked seam
A show of violence
And then just a sickened silence
Sucking out all the air in the system
Can't breath
Wanna scream
In an airless vacuum
Trapping in the lies
Forcing in the fights
Sucking on the enforced silence
Sucked back into stupid cycles
Types of violence keeping down the lies
Many vicious streaks of vicious
💀 HAND OF SAND
Holding down your depts
Holding down your unseen depths
Holding down your sickening steps
Disgusting
Nihilistic
Destroyer
Annilator
Devastator
Right down to the core
The one I never saw
Closed down
The eye of my eyes
Hidden self
Evil ever more
Your days of lies
Your nights of destructions
Your trap house full of shit
Your crock hand full of broken bits
Your corrupt hand full of sand
Your broken dictatorships💀
💀 OVER WIRED
Stranger brother
He's just another
He's just another wanna be
Could be anyone
Anyone of a hundred
Waiting to step up
Wants to be a gangster
Gonna be a kingpin
Got all the evils
Got all the evil dreams
Got himself decadence
Got himself gross deficancys
Got himself bundle of nerves
Nervous dynamics
Hard to handle it
Ego manical fires
Thinking he can win
With a brain that's over wired
Got himself a weaker women
Got himself an absent man
Never keeps a brother
Everyone always comes & goes
Someone you don't want to know
Kept coveted
From the shadow kings
From this Emporer of lies 💀💀
Those who live off others dreams
The goals they can never teach
The desired positions
Fantasy traditions
They can never reach
Trapped in povertys
Looped into mental distress
Like an antidote to reality
It's taring at the seams
Badly devised schemes
Badly polluted dreams
Badly calculated ends
Suspension of realitys
Sanitys come to an end
All those stuck in a tar trap pit
All those who are stuck in depend
Are just kept in dying
Everything made so sinister
An unbalanced mind
A web full of evil lies
Anarchy of fantasy
Spread by evil minds
A glass ball that's going screaming red inside
Somebody else's dreams
Put out to die
Evil liars cloak the lies
Mark the lines
💀 FLOATERS
Was just another day
Nowhere in particular
From someone
Who'd been on the magical screen
From inside this cosmic bubble
All this constant babble
Babble & backchat
Bits of old hashouts
Bits of older files
Bits of older wiles
Edits of old plans
Some of your old edits
A demon name from some better credits
Hidden projects
Hidden credits
Seen from the robot eye
Plastic eyes on corners CC BL/CL/GR
Gods eye in the sky
Bits of you just floating about
Spots of edits still floating around
Kinda sounds like you
How you were back then
While I never knew what you were doing
Never knew what you were knawing
Didn't know the evil-ass spells that you were stewing
Kept outta space
Kept out the place
Space outta space
Time outta time
Life outta life
Bits of you
Kept recorded
Are still floating about
Out there
Long before you were leaving
Long before you were set on leaving
Before our ending
But kept so vague
Images so faint
Projects
Spots of projects
Ideas for ideas
Things which you'd always project
Which you never worked on out
Your time was running out
The scales all tipped about
The stills running out
Your final time kept frozen
Thawing on out
That things I'd kept frozen-out
Things I wasn't seeing
Where I was kept busy drowning
Where I was kept busy struggling
Where I was kept busy drowning
Where I was kept on out
Had all kept on moving
Chess game playing on out
While I'd been put out & about
While I'd gone died on out from this life
End of our known life
End of my own life
End of those known times
End of my life in leaving you
End of one life
And death of another
Shit images
Shit schemes
Kept on rolling
Bits of edits
Kept on scrolling
While I was elsewhere
Kept trying to find an anchor
💀 BRICK RED
(You'd stayed in shit houses
Other people's brick houses
Kept on drowning
Kept on drowning in your drink
Kept on living off 100 different lies
Kept on living off different lines
Kept on drowning in your drink
Kept lying on your pitch
Wasting out dead times
That nobody remembers. (CC Red bricks)
The life id had left
The life id just left
The life that was already dead
(No time to greive
For the time moving on
Had to get on going
No time for greiving
Kept on drowning
Without an anchor
Trying not to lose my life
Death sentence depression
Leaking on out
Real confusion in life
Feeling real sick
Kept shifting about (CC BL Waters)
The life id already left
Was all being done out
Was being drained out
Was being hashed out
Dried out from the last lake
Cause life has gone listless
Life has gone lifeless
A lifeless life just kept on useless
Winding down towards the end
Your known life was close to bitter end)
Our hell was shifting
This course was bleeding out
Our hell was shifting out
Cause you were leaving
Going on out
To reach towards the final end)
Someone who'd been around
Back when you were alive
Not that you were ever alive except in body
Not that you were ever very much one for living
Never were one much for caring
Never were good at daring
But how can a holograph react to the world
How can a dead end heart care for this soul
How can a stereotype care for this world?!?
Told me from the bubble
From the robot eye on the world
From gods eye up on high
That you'd just gone left
To go someplace else
Some dead-end place
In nowhere
To do nothing
Nothing left of us
What was left of our place
The last place I'd ever know
Last space of you
And I was like a guest
Cause I was there too then
Hanging on in there
Being kept-down
Even then
The last place I remember
Not a place I care about
Not a life I liked then much
All-out shit
Towards the end
Our time being done
Bastard-shit that I forgot
All our stupid shit that I'd forgot
Because I'd got on out
Our time was still being lived out
My shit was still left there
My room still up there
But you were going nowhere
A blank-out
Focused elsewhere
Till the end
To the last days
The future would be a blank out
Not for me to know
Not much for you to show
Cause I never saw the end
Was never there at the end
Didn't need the bitter end
Already bitter from years of shit💀
Echoes of dreams which never worked out
Echoes of Empires which just crumbled-out
Spaces in the sun which were burning with life
Just not climbed up now
When I thought you cared
It was like an adventure
Now it just looks like everything is a hook
Some sick game
More like a time out
Than an actual life
But it was already over
Not much left then for sure
Kept very barren
Like you were already planning on leaving?!?
Every place we ever stayed
Never touched on the place
Never lit it up
Never was a home
Just a dead-end place
Just a a dead-end space
For people going nowhere
Never used it much
Like living with a holographic speaker
Like living with a cardboard cut-out
Like living with a lived-out preacher
Like living with a paper thin reaper
But how can a holograph make a home
How can a holograph have a heart
💀 SOUR WHITES
Someone very gone
Some one very off
Someone very sour
Someone very gone off
Someone outta date
Someone outta time
And bang outta style
No real self
Just a whole bunch of mirages
Someone
Could've been a self?!?
Could've been a life kept on a shelf
A dead out doll
Very far-out
Just faded from the passed-out past
All very cut-off
I lived like a cut-out
All very cut-off
Apart from feelings
Apart from leanings
I didn't know what
Life was kinda soundbites
Like a promo without the play
Surrounded by deadend shit
Not much for this life
Never was much there
Spaces kept empty
Filled only with povertys
Emptyness nest
Your rage filled in the spaces
Your rages left in places
Your red-burnings
Bits of spaces
Bits of spitel
Real bitterness kept in places (CC O/R)
Real rages kept on stages
Old images kept on the mantle
Only your evil stench was ever left behind
So many changes of place
And places of change
So many wrenches
So many time💀
So much wealth got wasted
Some live as Kings
Some live as tramps
Some tramps live as Kings
Some kings live as tramps
Some don't know the difference
Sucking off others dignitys
Using others esteem
As if it was yours
As time forgets
In a soul of squalor
A memory of the dead
When the stage takes over
When the dead just take over the living
And the living blend over
They come on over
To become one with the dead
Then the clock goes the wrong way around
And the sun has no centre
Those just left out
Just scraps of furniture
Everything is an object
Nothing is ever loved
Everything is just used up
Till it just falls apart
💀 OUTLAST
This place of us
This peice of us
What was left
Something was left
Was already lost
Some stranger can own it now
Place full of evil ghosts now
Where the dead lived out last days before death
Place of lust
Place of ravage
Lust for destruction
Images of evil constructions
Some family's last peices
Some family's lost places
A books lost pages
Some family's lost past
The last passages
That's when I knew
Before I forgot that you ever mattered
Cause I learned to forget
💀 RED RUST
It's was the begining of the end
Yeah so many of those already
Been done to death
Endings on stages
Bad endings kept on pages
Soaked through with rages
Pages kept till age has spotted all the phrases
Stains from blood washed out with bleaches
Only time carpet ever got that wash
Still red spots on the mirror
Still red spots on the razor
And this was just another one of those
Dramas about nothing much
Except seeing in red
Wanting strangers dead
I wanted them just kept as strangers)
💀 WORDS ON WATER
That was the end of you
Of knowing you
Of even trying to know you
Of ever working on through
As some kind of you
Whatever shit you through us
Whatever you saw through us
Of trying to own you
Never even thought back then
There was such a goal
Trying to own you
Is like trying to own water
Of trying on you
Of going round on you
Like a freaking circus
Making the rounds
Knowing what shocks & what sickens
Knowing what tracks will beckon
Of trying to turn around
This revolving door of shit
Trying to hold onto a life
When even touching the handle it just burns
Right over my hand
Tried to go look
That's all
But now my palm is just red
Sometimes memorys just sicken
That was more like a haze
A hazy mist of a dream
Trying to be a life
Fairytales & castles
Nightmares & dreams
Downtimes & down-turns
Everything got upturned
💀 RED NOISE
He always kept everything down-tuned
He always kept everything down-turned
He always kept us all down
Always for the few & not the many
Always was from the few and kept in line by the many
Strangers & followers
Helpers & astrologers
Liars & apologers
Kept us well bedded down in purgatory
Every kind of violent noise just a whole lot of nothing
Every kind of anger
Goes on back to nothing
Every nothing much
Goes on back to anger
Everything just swims in red
But it's always about what?!?
Memorys made out of nothing
Just a bunch of ghost emotions
Everything is red
Like an old mist
Kept hanging long after
Like memorys of another age
Kept lost in the mist
Everything hangs out unsaid
Kept unheard
I'm not a mind reader
Nor a speaker anymore
You just spout out shit
Tell us nothing
So I just see pictures
I've learnt to see you in pictures
I read you through the flickers
Always anger without any words
Any works
Never any context
Never any contest
Sack of ashes kept waiting round the bend)
End of endings
Still to come
💀 HOLOGRAPHIC MAN
Always was very down on us
Always was very down on life
Never seemed like a real person
Always kept like a guy from a book
A guy who escaped from outta nightmares
And only went back
When he got angry
Who never was alive
Had a real reason to live
But never came to life
Anger your only real emotion
Rage was your only elevation
And lives without reason
Always kept rocked-back
Kept right out of Season
Never kept solid
Never felt solid
Like a dead-end guy
Like a dead-end half-ghost
Always like a ghost
More than the living
Never much like the living
Never liked anyone
Never cared
All about destructions
Much like a holographic
A computerised voice
Recorded message
Nobody's body is there
Nobody's self is there either
Always kept real faded
Kept down-graded
Bad computer
Bad programmes
Bad aspects
Bad subject matter
Bad hold on the matter
Life kept wasted
Others achievements just repasted
Bad past
Bad holograugh
Bad shadows
Like a hollow kind of laugh
Like a shallow kind of life
Images can be downright confusing
When we mistake old ghosts for the living
When we don't know where were living from the start
Put out by this life
Kept from our real life
Never a new start
Kept out in the dark
From the start
Life is still stark
Future is bleak
Agony's so sharp back then (CC R)
Now all blurred back into one. (CC GR)
Kept out
Seperated from this bitter start......💀🧠💀


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(KING-COBRA-KILLS) July 2022 (DK.M.T) Original hand-composed) (Pre-nup to Bad-medicine)

17:18 Jul 26 2022
Times Read: 516


©2022 KNOX SCARLETTE BANE

💀
Got myself another God
King Cobra come spit down on me
King cobra come sit down on me
Killer God's gonna squeeze me all out
Killer God's gonna suck me out
Gods of greif to humanity
Gonna reign down shit on me
(And my kind don't get another dance
Nor another date
Nor another chance
Nor another stare
Nor another dime)
💀
Poison has gone & gotten me reeling
Can't deny this bitchin feeling
Can't deny this is a bitter form of healing
Maybe denial is a bitter form of needing
Just for a taste I'm needing
My life I'm now gonna waste
Your bitter I'll have to take
Known as our preferred take on taste
💀
My tastes have made me weaker
My bones be burning
Man my flesh be melting
Gonna get me a fiX
Just a quick taste of a bad-sign jinX
No need for fast-overload
King cobra killer
Get on down here
Gonna make me iller
With a stone cold killer
💀
Just get me a slow poison fiX
Dripping on down
From the black cobra miX
Just get me a slow pain fiX
Just get my low drain fiX
Just a small taste of the poison
Kneening for sure now
Kneeling on for likely now
This ain't no overdose
Got us going up to the ceiling
Spirit seams are lifting
Scary leanings
Systems get activate
Perverse kind of a fiXate
Overwhelming feelings
Bad emotional kneenings
Got myself some hard-wired leanings
Got myself these put upon
Bitched on feelings
💀
Cravings for the taste of what's well hidden
Poison fruits gonna bust on your Summer
Bad black Summer
Reason overturned
Reason is overcome
Sanity has left the building)
He's a real cold stunner
All in black
Not just some other
A real cold bitch stunner
A true bound page turner
Gonna kill all my slack
Send me back to black
He's a real Deathdrop king
Wanna do anything
Got evil-minded now open-ended
Don't want to know how the other ones ended!!)
💀
Get an open mind to evil
Once weve gone to his open-funeral)
Can't unsee what we've been seeing
Feel on another wavelength
Never be the same again
Endless trains bound for Death never get suspended
Just rolling on down
Got my deathcrash system open ended right now
Gotta know your templates
Gotta know your tendencys
Gotta know your enemy's
When they're your surest sustainers)
Some kind of retainer
Always be keeping secrets
Their the longest prevailers
These deep soul pervayers
💀
Can't keep an empty cup for long
Siren-murder-King come sing some bader songs
Come sing some sadder songs
Gonna perverse this course of justice
Some other sons of someone
Rough justice is just another kind of target
Never had nowhere to belong
Never had another sing my song
Dead-ass spirit come down on us
Gave us all surprises
Primative religions
Dead-ass spirit came spat on us
Now long gone
But his havoc still around
His deathsong still sounds
💀
Could've been another gonna
Gonna live now I'm a stunner
Got slow poison greasing my wheels
Got the killer-stream sinking down in my veins
Got parts of another's bad dreams singing in my veins
Gotta fiX my drains
Till the veins run dry
Don't wanna blink out on daylight
Not ready yet to go back to sunlight
Not ready for the pain of the lights
To walk back on upright
Ain't ready for the logic soundbite
Ain't ready for the killer miX
💀
Try to drag me down & kill me
Try to work me down & kill me off
Gonna make you an offering here tonight
Gonna give you a tribute to make it right
Gonna sure up gonna show up all all right
Gonna take from your badness for my fight
You won't ever know why it's outta sight
Can't grow that kind of insight
Man you'll never miss the oversight
Trying to use your deadend seed to stun me out
Trying to take me down
When you should just take me out)
I'll drain you out
Gonna drain you right down & spit you all back out
It's an all in one
Motherfucker I've been around
I've been taken down
I've been left out to die down
For sure
But I rise back on up the pyramid
But I'm still standing back
And standing off out!!!
💀
You can't just mark my card
You can't just knock me out
You can take me on down but I'm coming back around
Gonna steal-on-my-fiX
Gonna rework this jinX in my favour
Gonna worship the Lord
And grind on down}
💀
You can help make me feel better
By putting some feelings on the worst
By putting some visions on the world
Gotta get worse before you get better
It's a dead letter day
It's a dead day letter )
And take your poison
Weird ass death gonna change your notions
Forges weirder bonds from other nations
All different places just feel the same
All different guys just feed the same
All same places just feed on the blacks
💀
I'll use the card you marked
And swim this ocean
Gonna watch you switch
Gonna watch you twitch
Like your Gods a bitch
See you as the other bitch in this
Bitch in a man is made in two
You link these chains too
You ink these peices too
On the page
And in the flesh
Like I've done too
You sell these lies on too
And bleed the bleed in you
💀
Ain't no life-buoy in this ocean
And you ain't helping me none
Why would you
Can't go care
House of evil
Cause you ain't the one
But your someone
Who can bite
Someone who can fight
Someone who sells death
Someone who smells of death
Ain't doing nothing
To stop this motion
Don't wanna be seasick
Gonna take what's needed
When the ball runs around
And the clock is down on me
💀
Gonna do what's necessary
To get me back up
Back on top
Gonna get stabilised with white-hot lies
And some guys thighs
Gonna stabilise with ice cold lines
Need ice in my heart
Need ice in my soul
What a rush
Before you bail out & stigmatise
Get me stabilising
Gonna get me better
Gonna see the light
Before the lies start flowing like some bastard-ass tap
💀
Gonna fiX on this
Now your the bitch
And some kinda bader itch
Heart right through me
Wires right through me
Bleed right through me
Dread right through me
Dead spirit all on me
Before you get on to fixing my plight
Need to be done all with twitching
Before you start up all a bitching
I'm going off outta this jail
This jail full of hell
This hell full of jail
For lost souls
Before the branding takes a hold
Before the poison takes hold
My heart's gone cold
💀
Now I can go chill
Like on frost
Painkillers are back on track
Cause I'm axed on out
My heart is back on ice
I'm out from under
Thank you Lord for this answer
One day we'll get a fuller answer
But until then
💀
Cobra God kills
Goes for you right on through
Some potion for all ills
Some poison gives you chills
Kinda bitter sweet
Better lights
When you got that much pain to manage
Either that or a hearse end carridge
Too much poison will give you the faster end
He winds you on down & spits you on out
He's out to deny you
Knowing his God
When you try to ride him out
Gonna know God darned Gods
These rightly Damned on gods from under
Till my time is done....
Going down on under
Gods will gonna be done
Till I'm all asunder......💀


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